Hi espy, as a person who just had a bout with cancer a year ago, I can't tell you how important a positive attitude is! Sure it's ok and probably healthy to have a pity party or two, I know I did, stay positive. I'm sure our treatments will be different, but I did have chemo and it wasn't nearly as bad as I feared. Hopefully you caught it early and I'm sure you will make a full recovery! Good luck with everything and please keep us posted. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers, just as I was in everyone's here a year ago!