And my build blew up again. And the women I am creating are starting to look generic. This is a final standing, I know how wishy-washy I have been, but this is it. If I cannot meet the standards of the artists on Deviant Art then I am not posting. I am a hack compared to them. I can occasionally create something up to their quality, but it is very rare and my solar panels have stopped working again (winter here). That means it becomes very expensive for me to generate a ton of videos and images just to get one good one. Until I find a good checkpoint or model that will make more realistic looking anatomy and follow my prompts better (even Chinese only helps so much) my posting is going to become more sparse.
I want to match the boob size and behavior of artists like UnrealityGenerations, BiggerWishes, and MacromastiaDream. I want to do breast expansion like SwellSagas, Growmancer, and PuffedMuses. I want to be able to do sound with video like ZenithEcho, Vieregg (does awesome AI songs), or Katsumend (watch green tanktop girlfried BE with the sound up). I want to have people scratching their heads trying to figure out if it is amateur or professional, like SatyaAI (the elves in the woods look like a movie studio did them).
I feel like the kid who hit puberty whose cracking voice is taking down the choir performance. I try my hardest, but I am limited with what I have been dealt. And it doesn't help that my builds get worse and worse. I hit a peak, then everything blows up because I try to push my abilities further. I know, you can't become greater if you don't push, but I am just trying to reclaim my former glory when I could generate a video every 6 minutes and at least 1 out of 4-6 generations was a banger. Now it takes 8-10 minutes per video and I rarely get a banger out of them.
I appreciate all the past and likely future kind words from my fellow BEA followers. I will keep my ear to the interwebs on new developments in the AI arena, but with RAM prices going up I am not likely going to be able to afford a new video card or computer for the foreseeable future.
Punchy