First, my apologies because the site is not really available at
the moment. The 1GB bandwidth budget had been used up at
the 22nd. I wrote something about the problem and the
measures I've already taken to circumvent the problem in my
[info] file.
The site will be fully functional again in Feb. In the meantime,
the Nicole page is online
[here].
The whole contents is also available as ZIP in the following
briefcase:
[http://briefcase.yahoo.com/ttfiendtom04].
For access again consult the info file.
Thanks for the appreciation, jayjay.
I think that Rick's real-life approach to big-tit enjoyment is in
the long run much more satisfying than consuming just virtual
stuff. I fight the numbness and disorientation by pouring as
much thought as I can in the subject. Like this, at least it's
creative and somewhat useful (I practise html without being
bored stiff 
But still, I want to get real. I told Rick that I would
like to see Linsey dancing. I need much more hands-on
experience.
I fully agree that a not-smiling model is not necessarily
unhappy. Conversely a slap-happy grinning actress can be
suicidal gloomy (which I suspect most of them in fact are).
Surely, a moody expression is often even ordered by the
camera-man. As I said: "Of course, not all models smile
invitingly. Some try to look scary, dominant or cool and
cocksure or... ah... sensual and self-absorbed."
But in Dru's case I have the impression that her forlorn
expression faithfully reflects her inner state. Yulia, for instance,
behaves like an (absolutely normal!) silly young girl. As soon
as she forgets her situation (you know, naked in a room full of
people and all that) she beams and gets giggly.
Dru, on the other hands doesn't even smile accidentally, just
forced. It fits with her misguided determination to succeed and
the trash-novel about ruthless ambition she was reading.
Let me hasten to add that I prefer girls like Dru (just a lot
smarter and down-to-earth). What really scares the Willies out
of me is slap-happy girly. She might explode into your face
anytime. Deep down she knows that not everything is fun, but
she does her best to ignore it. The right guy for her is one that
helps her pursuing blissful denial.
A slightly unhappy girl, on the other hand, is a grateful
customer. It's easy to make her a lot happier, happy even.
By the way, most big-boob babes are initially very unhappy
about their elevated status (see "Blue Eyes"). Here is an easy
opportunity for getting real.
Yours, TT