[Nathan]

I just returned from Cape Cod two days ago.  My birthday was yesterday, but that's beside the point.
Anyway, I was visiting my aunt and her daughter.  (they aren't really related to me, but they're close friends of the family so we call them 'relatives')  Her daughter is 2 years, 2 days, and 2 hours younger than me exactly.  I hadn't seen her in several years, since she was about 12.  When I did see her now, however, I was in for a great surprise.  Now, my cousin is perhaps the most petite girl you've ever seen; not overly skinny, however.  When she greeted me at the door I did a double-take.  She had an enourmous rack, at least DD.  The plain-white t-shirt she was wearing was vitually stretched to its brink.  Even though she is very petite, it didn't look that odd on her frame for some reason.
The next day we went to the beach, and she wore a pink two-piece bathing suit, which she looked remarkable in.  While we were in the water she joked with me that she didn't need a life jacket, and me being the stupid fool that I am I asked "Why?"  My ignorance was rewarded, as she took my hand and placed it on her firm left breast.  It was one of the most amazing things i've ever felt.  I'm a virgin, and I've never even had a girlfriend to 'play with,' and so this would have to be the first time I've touched a girl's breast.
We went back to her house, and in the back there is the typical kind of outdoor shower they usually have at beach houses.  She went in first while I waited right outside the door.  A few seconds later the door creeked behind me, and she put her arm around my throat and pulled me inside with her.  She was in the nude.  I tried to look away, but she told me not to.  Nevertheless I didn't look, as I still think of her as my cousin.  *sigh* Damn morals.  I'm not entirely sure, but for the rest of the week it seemed like she tried to come on to me at every oppoutunity.  I denied her every time.
Some one tell me, am I a fool?  An imbecile?  A gutless wimp?  I mean, technically we're not related, and she is a very beautiful girl, and VERY willing at that too.  But, I had thought of her as my cousin ever since she was three when I had first met her.
So, I'm left wondering whether or not I'm happy or sad that I didn't bring a camera.  I get to see her again in two weeks, and I don't know what I should do.  I know this isn't ask Abby or anything, but if anyone has any advice I'm open to suggestion.  Please, enlighten me with your wisdom.  

[G_I_John]

Hmm... well I can't relate or refer to previous experiences myself but from what I've read, I get the impression that SHE doesn't see you as a 'cousin' but possibly as something much more.

I mean it seems sensible to believe that a woman wouldn't put your hand on her breast if she didn't trust/like you.
You've known each other for a great deal of time and have been friends during that period and now I guess she's being more open with you and perhaps *don't take this as the law* you could respond with an equal amount of openness.
I mean, you like her right?, you've stated that you find remarkable and amazing so tell her that *if you haven't already* and I'm sure she'll appreciate you comments.

As for not having a camera at the time, what made you think you should of had one in the first place or should take one next time you see her. Firstly she'd have to agree to be captured on camera and understand why you're doing so but the fact is that you don't have to share her image with us here. Keep her to yourself if you want as we've got plenty of models to see on here already


But heck, what do I know

signed G_I_John

[Whink]

What is this??  **03**, the game the whole family can play??

How about "The closer the kin, the better the skin"??  

[spenser5]

Nathan,

You are definitely not a wimp.  It sounds like a very tempting situation and you conducted yourself with honor and integrity by resisting temptation.  Your behavior today will determine the man that you will be tomorrow, and it sounds like you will be a good man.  

[still_a_raider]

You said that she isn't really a relative, but a very close family friend, therefore look at it this way...Your families already get along so you don't have to worry about problems there, you know her pretty well already, hell see what happens  

[ThinWhiteDuke]

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they aren't really related to me, but they're close friends of the family so we call them 'relatives'

Yes, you probably are an idiot.  But one with a fun avatar, so I still like you.  

[Zorlond]

Don't mind Uncle Whinky, apparently he completely missed the part of you and her not being actual relatives.

Frankly, I'd suggest, next time she tries something overt, to ask about her intentions. Serious, one-time, or a total joke (uncivil to make that connection, perhaps, but it's been known to happen). Her reply then can direct you to appropriate response (whatever you decide).

But then, whaddoIknow? I'm a hopeless recluse.  

[Saint_Weapon]

I wish I had one of those, the "chick wanting me" part, not the "she's almost a relative part."

You ever see those tales where there's definetely two families very akin to each other, and a marriage between the [censored] of each is arranged? What you have is similar, but your perception on her as a cousin is what complicates things. You're by no means an idiot for that, as you have some awareness to the psychology involved. If she's trusting and open to you to express her desire for you like that, then maybe you can share your feelings on the situation with her. Just don't make it sound like it's bad that she should stop, or things will go awry. I mean, maybe explain that you're feeling the same way to her, but don't know what to do with this family canopy over you. Am I making sense here?  

[Theodore]

Nathan, you are not a wimp, fool or imbecile.  

You stood by your morals even though their was much to tried to press you out of it.  Anyway, if you did do something, what would her mother think if she caught you two doing it?  

[Sgt_Hammer]

Yeah, I'll go with the "tell her how you feel and ask for what she wants"-approach... it might take some of the "mystery" off, but it's seriously difficult to be a mind reader (especially with girls).

And anyhow, if you're still a virgin, this might not be what you want as a "first time", too many complications and years of repairwork if something goes wrong...

The world is a big place and people come and go... I'll be the first one to advocate a straight-on approach into the unknown (otherwise, you never learn anything), but you have to choose your battles carefully. Always look ahead, be true to your feelings (it sounds like you are)... and most importantly: Don't worry too much   you can never guess what's round the corner anyway...  

[jachere11]

If you're not really blood related, go for it. If she's a DD and willing, get in there and start fucking and sucking. Just be careful about pregnancy, of course.  

[doggo]

I'd guess she keeps coming on to you because she's trying out her charms on a real live victim, someone 'safe' and non-threatening. The longer you hold out and resist her, the harder she tries. She thinks they're not working!

Better, I'd think, to leave things the way they are for the time being. If nothing else, it's great fantasy material, rehearsing all your big seduction scenes; could keep you going for years!

It's surely better, anyway, than suddenly deciding to respond to her approaches only to find she a) decides it's no fun any more and loses interest instantly, b) runs a mile screaming '**14**'.

Only two years' difference in age between you? While trying not to come on like a wet blanket, to me that seems a few years too close.

These things have a habit of ending in tears, and they're much more likely to be yours than hers. But getting hurt is all a part of finding out when we've made an unwise decision.

On the other hand, just think, when you're both much older and the [censored] are tucked up in bed, you might share a laugh over how it all started.

Sheesh! This box of Kleenex was full yesterday...

doggo

PS: what is that galloping green thing in your avatar?    

[Noviadmonitio]

I would suggest that you be open to the possibility of a more intimate relationship with this girl so long as it wouldn’t bring terrible trouble to the family. This girl obviously likes you and friendship has already been established. Therefore it's possible that you two could develop a solid, meaningful relationship. Bottom-line = do you like her back / will your "aunt" or parents exile you? If yes to question "A" and no to question "B"... Then go for it!

PS That was one awesome story
 

[ROBRAM89]

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If you're not really blood related, go for it. If she's a DD and willing, get in there and start fucking and sucking. Just be careful about pregnancy, of course.  

lol I'm with him. As they say, "Brother or sister, stay away mister, but if they're a cousin, there shan't be no fussin'"  

[Nathan]

-_-'
So now I'm even more confused.  I don't know whether the general consensus was "go for it, '**03**' is best," or "Be true to your sense of Morals!  Thou shalt not taste thy own kin!" or if I'm being told to do both...
How do you do both?  *prepares to take notes*