Alone in a dressing room, and there is not a second of the entire video when Beshine's expression would suggest anything but total admiration for what she sees in her camera, from her lips, to her boobs, to her butt, she is extremely happy with what she sees. As I have suggested before, there is often a unmistakable love in her face after staring down at her own boobs. After all these years, one would think she would have mellowed in her satisfaction, but it is as strong today as ever; she absolutely loves what she has become; a personification of the totally exaggerated female form. While most big boob models keep their much smaller implants only until they have served their notoriety purpose or they become too much of a hinderance to normal life, I see Beshine as never reaching that thinking because huge boobs were never about notoriety, but about fulfilling her own fantasy. And part of her fantasy involves loving how having such huge boobs makes normal activities difficult, to which she has repeated said, she just loves encountering all those big boob moments.