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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23310 on: July 24, 2025, 07:28:48 AM »

https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10696778#msg10696778
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that's true, of course. And indeed my 'boob-contribution' wasn't that much.

Anything you want to tell me about your requested timeslot on 2025-08-03?


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Just be nice and celebrate the 18th year of her thread she started.  :)

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23311 on: July 24, 2025, 07:55:01 AM »

https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10696778#msg10696778
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that's true, of course. And indeed my 'boob-contribution' wasn't that much.

Anything you want to tell me about your requested timeslot on 2025-08-03?


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Not all of us start with a long post regarding observations and offering constructive criticism and probably for good reason; it is often not well accepted.  However, I have always tried to educate myself on any subject before offering my opinion, and that is what I did; still, it was not well recieved.  But my point is that this is but one facet of this thread, to talk about things beyond the obvious.  We may never know all Beshine's motivations, but that should not stop us from speculating as I did the other day as to why she imposed certain limitations, which if I remember right, initially started as NO pictures.  Beshine places a high value on her privacy and though her manner of dress certainly would attract attention in 2011, five years later, it was getting rather obvious that she was seeking to make the size of her boobs less obvious in public; she did not want the extra attention other big boob girls may seek.  This is a subject she addresses in OF videos; making her boobs absolutely enormous was something she wanted for herself, not for attracting attention in public and clearly, since she has long abandoned displaying pictures across social media platforms, not so much online either, beyond a modest paywall to keep the disrespectful trolls away.

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23312 on: July 24, 2025, 08:38:38 AM »

https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10696778#msg10696778
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that's true, of course. And indeed my 'boob-contribution' wasn't that much.

Anything you want to tell me about your requested timeslot on 2025-08-03?


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Not all of us start with a long post regarding observations and offering constructive criticism and probably for good reason; it is often not well accepted.  However, I have always tried to educate myself on any subject before offering my opinion, and that is what I did; still, it was not well recieved.  But my point is that this is but one facet of this thread, to talk about things beyond the obvious.  We may never know all Beshine's motivations, but that should not stop us from speculating as I did the other day as to why she imposed certain limitations, which if I remember right, initially started as NO pictures.  Beshine places a high value on her privacy and though her manner of dress certainly would attract attention in 2011, five years later, it was getting rather obvious that she was seeking to make the size of her boobs less obvious in public; she did not want the extra attention other big boob girls may seek.  This is a subject she addresses in OF videos; making her boobs absolutely enormous was something she wanted for herself, not for attracting attention in public and clearly, since she has long abandoned displaying pictures across social media platforms, not so much online either, beyond a modest paywall to keep the disrespectful trolls away.


One thing about life that we all have is that as we age and gain more experience, we can change our opinion, our outlook and more. Beshine certainly has. I still love her. :)

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23313 on: July 24, 2025, 09:46:41 AM »
I have had some word for dcha he with Beshine but it was short simple


Like one time she posted a pic and to that pic a video like she does on her OF page daily …. I told her you made a mistake with the wording and I kind said did you mean to say and she was like oh haha sorry I see the mistype I made …. She said thanks for the correction and I welcome her …. And an other time was me asking for a custom vid and how I can go about it …. She explained the price and what videos length and all ….. and one time just complimented her and on her beauty and all and she appreciated the kind words ….

Just simple things nothing crazy …. Beshine is a very kind woman and humble just to reply back shows she’s a real person and she is one in a trillion …..

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23314 on: July 24, 2025, 02:45:26 PM »
Saw my name, so thought I'd weigh in with a few conversation starters:

-- re: living with "such huge and heavy breasts". For those that didn't see, I cosplayed as Beshine several thread-pages ago with a 70", 80lbs liquid balloon rig and conducted a bunch of "adventures". Despite having re-enacted it several more times since then, even now I'm still in disbelief with how Beshine physically/mentally has managed these past 20 years. Particularly due to the weight.

-- Speaking of weight. Here's a visual I thought was compelling on Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@sergeyturinmd/video/7520353087026924831
At the 40 second mark you'll see a woman that's around Beshine's stature attempt struggling to lift one 10k implant. If we agree that Beshine is 20k per, it adds some great perspective into her jiggly burden.

-- Has anyone seen Beshine's closet special posted on 7/19? Where she tries on old clothes? What'd you all think?


Personally, I admire the fact that she continuous to expand her boobs and finds it to be good. I sometimes fear that due to her huge size, she may have an accident that may cause damage to her body. I'm glad that she is cautious and behaves rationally.  :)

And that true she is still filling small doses into her boobs and lately yes you can’t tell how much but Beshines boobs looking a bit bigger lately and there’s pics and videos where she has the camera taking shots of angles and posing and positioning and her boobs look so massively more enormous compared to the rest of her sexy body in HD quality ….. and all her f her recent videos and photos show what I’m saying 5 years ago she looked massive but not like now
When you see the pictures like yesterday, naked boobs, essentially lying on her back, from this perspective, I would guess the base of each boob occupies at least 60 square inches of her chest wall, stretching over the entire rib cage, top to bottom, sternum to axillary.  When Beshine says that her whole upper body is mostly boobs, it really isn't an exaggeration; as the previous swimsuit pictures make obvious, when sitting, her boobs lay on her thighs, their width probably close to 30" while extending to her upper knees.  And only in recent years do we see her breasts expanding larger and rounder as they leave the chest wall; it is quite a change from the 2018 era of her regular site IMHO.

While anyone viewing her OF videos can attest, Beshine deals with virtually constant challenges of one sort or another, either by moving slowly and carefully when not upright or when simply doing things with her hands, where the space occupied by her boobs dictate how they must be done.  And it is always with a surprised or happy look, and a sense of glee, when her enormous boobs cause an unexpected obstacle. 

As M can no doubt attest from his experience, living with such huge and heavy breasts would pose many problems (or in Beshine's view, adventures) that if fondly embraced, would provide a lot of happiness.  Of course, as M would no doubt agree, one cannot do every chore required, so helping hands are needed.  I only wonder, how many girls would want to live as Beshine does and enjoy have enormous breasts?  Very few I would guess, however, with all the insanely stupid things our government funds, the least they could do is provide massive Beshine size implants for free to any girl wanting them; at least I can see where my money is going and obtain some enjoyment from it.

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23315 on: July 24, 2025, 04:40:14 PM »
Saw my name, so thought I'd weigh in with a few conversation starters:

-- re: living with "such huge and heavy breasts". For those that didn't see, I cosplayed as Beshine several thread-pages ago with a 70", 80lbs liquid balloon rig and conducted a bunch of "adventures". Despite having re-enacted it several more times since then, even now I'm still in disbelief with how Beshine physically/mentally has managed these past 20 years. Particularly due to the weight.

-- Speaking of weight. Here's a visual I thought was compelling on Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@sergeyturinmd/video/7520353087026924831
At the 40 second mark you'll see a woman that's around Beshine's stature attempt struggling to lift one 10k implant. If we agree that Beshine is 20k per, it adds some great perspective into her jiggly burden.

-- Has anyone seen Beshine's closet special posted on 7/19? Where she tries on old clothes? What'd you all think?
Once again, physics proves itself right; in the long run, it's physically impossible to carry 40kg (90lb) for nearly 20 years, no matter how much you work out.
Now, if that excites you, great—dreaming is free, and the disappointment will be even greater when the day comes that she tells the truth, which, honestly, I don't think will happen.

I was surprised by how easily people here throw around such surgical-level measurements about sizes, weights, and height. I don't even want to imagine what equation, mathematical theorem, or algorithm you used to claim it's a very similar height to Beshine. I just hope you didn’t measure things with a tape measure up against your PC screen.

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23316 on: July 24, 2025, 04:54:02 PM »
Great to hear from you again and the video shows that you can expand implants well past their designed volume, though longevity wise, I think it is risky.  The weight is something I have to believe that Beshine adapted to over years and affixed to her body made it easier than trying to lift it, but anyone working heavy construction or lifting weights at the gym can attest, the things you found very difficult on day one became very easy after a year.  That 60# backpack was heavy, yet by the end of basic training, we were double timing with it.

Still, unlike regular site videos, on OF we see Beshine doing more than walking around and occasionally sitting, and like I said, she expends significant effort and care when transitioning from standing to assuming another position.  I'm sure you experienced that too, and yet, Beshine's boobs are likely heavier and wider, which makes supporting herself with her arms more difficult.  She frequently mentions how heavy they are and I often wonder, having had the foresight to have enormous implants manufactured and affixed to bones for support, did she realistically consider the weight or was she thinking of the day when the 'permanent filler' replaced the perhaps heavier saline?  One thing for certain, this wasn't a whim, she wanted to have enormous boobs the rest of her life.  One can easily say that she has sacrificed so much by having such huge and heavy boobs, yet, it may be only my humble opinion, but the reward towers over everything; happiness is everything.

I have not seen that video, so I have to ask, did you like it?  I have quite a number, many wearing things she would never wear in public; they may have fit a normal girl very well, but on Beshine, things don't fit the same.  The straps designed to be on the shoulders are suddenly trying (and failing) to cover her huge areola or sundresses without straps tend to constantly ride downward with each boob bouncing step.

Don't be such a stranger here, I think your experiences (adventures) can be very enlightening.  It really helps people to understand all the things Beshine is alluding to on her OF; clearly her "adventures" are very important to her.

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23317 on: July 24, 2025, 10:09:20 PM »
Thanks! I try to pop in here when I can contribute something fun.

Agreed that she's adapted to the weight, because she has to. I'd describe it more as "accommodate".

I think she considered what she was getting herself into as much as anyone initially could. What she couldn't of prepared for is the practicality of something so incomparable and just...living in it. 24/7, as she says.

The opportunity and circumstances that led to her procedure are probably not going to line up again anytime soon, sure. Though, what's even more rare is not only how persisted, but effectively doubled down on quite literally making her boobs the front and center of her life. It is uncanny.

Put all that together, with the willingness to also share herself with the world? How lucky are we?

For the OF video, I actually haven't seen it. After dropping $60 for the other 2 Q+A videos, I'm a little tentative for this 3rd special. Just looking to be convinced :)

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23318 on: July 25, 2025, 02:40:39 AM »
Do you really think that by ignoring me I'm going to stop? How wrong you are. Go ahead, keep it up — I’m taking notes for when the time comes.

That’s an observation, I won’t deny it. But you’ve overlooked one small detail: that 27 kg backpack that was heavy at first? You’ve been carrying it 24/7. And like I said, in the long run, your body pays the price. Try it yourself — strap a 40 kg backpack to your back for a week, live your normal life, go to the gym even, and then tell me whether it hurts or if it’s sustainable for a whole year.

You might say, “But obese people carry a lot of weight every day.” Sure, but that weight is distributed throughout their entire body — it’s not fixed to their chest or back. Now tell me, how long do you think an overweight person can stand before their knees start to hurt? Do you really think that going to the gym without losing weight will make life easier and their knees stop hurting? Do you think exercising without weight loss will allow them to stay on their feet longer? I’ll answer that for you: NO.

Ask Chelsea Charms what hurt — her feet, knees, and back. And she was only carrying about 11 kg, and she worked out daily too. The long-term consequences? A curved back and a slightly deformed sternum from the weight. I’m not making this up — it’s documented on OF.

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23319 on: July 25, 2025, 06:30:23 AM »
Extreme weight can be a negative issue but as far as I know, Beshine is coping with it.  :)

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23320 on: July 25, 2025, 10:14:30 AM »
She is adapting a lot and has really strong legs.
But no matter how hard she will do her workout, she will never get over Newton's law of gravity, so her center of gravity has to move backwards to prevent her from falling over.
I've seen it on a lot of overweighted people. To  balance their belly, their shoulders moved backwards behind their hips and this can deform the spinal column.

But I do hope she will enjoy herself for as long as possible and we should be happy that we can be part of this.

And in ChelseaC case, I think some reason for her decision to get an reduction were the steady growing and that she has to travel so far to get them drained. Covid comes additionally, so she had less chances to travel for income and so it became more like a burden than a gift.
At one point our hands become too small, that is were the BEA starts

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23321 on: July 25, 2025, 11:01:05 AM »
Thanks! I try to pop in here when I can contribute something fun.

Agreed that she's adapted to the weight, because she has to. I'd describe it more as "accommodate".

I think she considered what she was getting herself into as much as anyone initially could. What she couldn't of prepared for is the practicality of something so incomparable and just...living in it. 24/7, as she says.

The opportunity and circumstances that led to her procedure are probably not going to line up again anytime soon, sure. Though, what's even more rare is not only how persisted, but effectively doubled down on quite literally making her boobs the front and center of her life. It is uncanny.

Put all that together, with the willingness to also share herself with the world? How lucky are we?

For the OF video, I actually haven't seen it. After dropping $60 for the other 2 Q+A videos, I'm a little tentative for this 3rd special. Just looking to be convinced :)
Like you, I purchased all the Q&A videos; always looking to affirm things I have presumed or learning something new.  I'm not really intrigued by those videos that are essentially bouncing boobs, but those where Beshine talks, expressing or showing different aspects of what it is like living with such enormous boobs daily.  And whereas others put on a bit of a show, maybe expressing things their fans may want to hear, Beshine is honest and upfront in the way she feels, while offering some playful moments, some for the camera, some she obviously enjoys.  Money really isn't an object, just purchasing what I may enjoy is my determining factor; $20 isn't much when I have seen other big implant girls selling their non-pornographic videos for $40 and even $200.  As I keep saying, I believe the money aspect is more to limit the trolls.

Unfortunately, I have to agree that we will not likely see another girl obtain implants so immense that they rival Beshine.  There are a few that have said that they wish they could have breasts that huge, but finding the company that produced them for Beshine has evidently been difficult, because I honestly don't believe money or desire are the issue.  Still, I have wondered if they would love living with such immense and heavy boobs 24/7 the way Beshine does.  When they are this size and weight, they dictate not only what you can do, but how you must do it.  I have had extended conversations off-site with a couple girls that contacted me through the BEA that have professed an enormous desire to have breasts so huge that they compromise their ability to do many things, citing examples of gigantomastia and how excited they would be to be even bigger, like a couple examples where the breasts approached or exceeded 100 pounds.  If I remember right, one cited a woman with 132 pound breasts that rejected a reduction because she loved how big they were.  The urge exists, it is real, and both these girls were already well endowed, with bra sizes in the latter half of the alphabet.  I wish there was a way they could achieve their dreams as Beshine has done.  At any point, she could have stopped if the burden had become too much, but the desire to have even bigger breasts has always driven her further.

Do you also feel that making OF content is like a hobby for Beshine?  Something to do whenever she gets the urge?  She has every right to be immensely proud of her stunningly beautiful appearance, so wishing to receive some adoration or appreciation is only natural for anyone.  You cannot do that on social media where immature trolls are always going to ignore the "if you can't say something nice" rule, and post their rude or crude remarks, so she has chosen a nominal pay wall and reserves the right to ban those disrespectful.  Good for her. 

As for the ramifications of weight that Sol and Malik have mentioned, I know and agree, that over time, this can warp skeletal features, possibly causing a degree abnormal wear, but this certainly isn't unique to one thing or another.  Having worked in hospitals for decades, I have seen many examples.  I know quite a number of people involved in running, weight lifting, and construction work that have experienced leg, should, and back problems caused by wear; anyone who is active may have or may eventually experience these thing, often requiring surgery.  And yet, some do not; genetics is huge.  But the thing is, like Malik alludes, you do what makes you happy in life; wishing for without achieving just causes regret.  Beshine, for whatever boobie greed reason, wanted enormous boobs and she was able to make that happen, which has no doubt added to her happiness for years and will likely continue to do so.  The same can be said to be true for so many people with different goals or dreams, from the triathlete to the 800 pound woman, from the body builder to the person covered with tattoos, it is all about seeking that which makes you happy and we should never judge others by their appearance past the obvious, but let their words and actions speak for the person they are.  Seldom have I seen their regret for either the adversity they have to overcome nor for their decisions that led to pursuing their dreams.


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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23322 on: July 25, 2025, 11:54:11 AM »
A real masterpiece of insights, discussion and profound analysis, your post
https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10696943#msg10696943.

Congrats, Bombayduk!
I've had much fun, reading your essay!
« Last Edit: July 25, 2025, 01:10:13 PM by wolpertinger »
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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23323 on: July 25, 2025, 02:24:01 PM »
Like you, I purchased all the Q&A videos; always looking to affirm things I have presumed or learning something new.
Poor fool!! Do you really think she doesn’t read the thread? All she has to do is come here, read your assumptions (or someone else’s), and then make a video — ready for OF. Simple, direct, and you’re left feeling proud of yourself.

At what point did you forget this is her business? Whether she’s rich or not is irrelevant. It’s just common sense — she’s not going to write a description that doesn’t make you want to buy. Would a car salesman tell you the car is crap so you don’t buy it? I don’t think so! Quite the opposite, actually.

The problem here is that a lot of you are overly obsessed and full of expectations, and you can’t see beyond your own noses. Right now, everything feels amazing and fascinating because you’re hearing, reading, and seeing exactly what you want at this moment. The real issue will come when something turns out not to be true, and you realize it wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows — that there was more going on behind the curtain. Just like what happened with Chelsea Charms. That’s when attitudes shift (not for everyone, but many), and suddenly admiration turns into hate and contempt because your fantasies collapsed.

I wouldn’t want that to happen!!

I don’t know a single woman in the adult industry or content creation who, after retiring, said it was all smooth sailing or a walk in the park.

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #23324 on: July 25, 2025, 03:04:26 PM »
And in ChelseaC case, I think some reason for her decision to get an reduction were the steady growing and that she has to travel so far to get them drained. Covid comes additionally, so she had less chances to travel for income and so it became more like a burden than a gift.

Of course!! That was the only reason, right? You’re forgetting the most important one.

It was a series of ongoing events that led her to reflect and say ENOUGH! THAT’S IT! It was fun while it lasted. And besides — in case you didn’t know — she was dealing with an infection affecting her lungs since 2018. It landed her in the hospital for three days, on antibiotics, unable to drain because the doctors weren’t sure what to do. That caused her left breast to turn bright red, very firm, and painfully tight. Literally, her left breast was twice the size of the right one, and she felt like her skin was about to tear open.

Do you understand her decision now? Locked at home because of COVID, dealing with an infection that could have spread to her lungs, and unable to drain — the perfect cocktail to die from.

I think 20 years in the industry, traveling across every U.S. state and parts of Europe, is more than enough to reflect on your life and seriously ask yourself what’s best for your health — or whether continuing down such a mentally exhausting path is even worth it.

And what did she get in return from the big bust community and her so-called fans?

Contempt and hate.