Wow Hot Blondie,
I've just discovered your thread. What a heartrending story. But I agree with what most of you friends are telling you: This is just a setback, albeit disappointing; painful; time-consuming; and costly, but eminently recoverable. I notice from your banter on twitter that you have a never-say-die attitude which, I am sure, will see you through to your goal.
On that note, using the precedent of a prior post and a review of the rules, it appears we are allowed to repost from twitter. So, HOLY MACKERAL!!! You are one hot babe, certainly one of, if not the hottest of the posters I've seen here. I've known more than my share of beautiful girls and you are the genuine article. I love your lips and hair as well as your overall look. I hope you don't mind my reposting of one of your pics so others can see what I'm talking about.
Good luck to you and let us know how you are doing.