[MARTINA BIG]

This TV show highlighted how much I've changed. The producer had a life-size cardboard cutout made, based on a photo of me from 2008. It showed what I looked like before my first body modification. I started my first body modifications in 2012 (nose, veneers, lips, waist, hips, legs). After that, I gradually enlarged my breasts Then, in 2017, came the transformation into a Black woman What do you think of the comparison photo?

[Bombayduk]

This TV show highlighted how much I've changed. The producer had a life-size cardboard cutout made, based on a photo of me from 2008. It showed what I looked like before my first body modification. I started my first body modifications in 2012 (nose, veneers, lips, waist, hips, legs). After that, I gradually enlarged my breasts Then, in 2017, came the transformation into a Black woman What do you think of the comparison photo?

Thanks for posting Martina

[KBTs]

Amazing changes for an amazing woman.  Thank you!

[phonehome1]

I still have never heard a plausible explanation for how she did that to say nothing of WHY she did it

[Bombayduk]

Martina may be the last model to actually visit and post here at the BEA, so I would hope we would treat her with the same respect we should afford any woman.  I find it is always best to not say anything at all rather than express personal criticism; if we would not say it to a stranger in public, we should not say it here.  But that is just my opinion, choosing silence if I have nothing positive.

[Maik]

Behave yourself like you wish to be treated.
Is a good point.
If someone asks why some else did something to themselves it might be an inappropriate question.
Either you like it or not.
Supporting comments are better than inappropriate criticism.

[phonehome1]

Martina may be the last model to actually visit and post here at the BEA, so I would hope we would treat her with the same respect we should afford any woman.  I find it is always best to not say anything at all rather than express personal criticism; if we would not say it to a stranger in public, we should not say it here.  But that is just my opinion, choosing silence if I have nothing positive.

As I see it it is not "criticism" or even "disrespect" to ask or otherwise want to know why she did it or at the very least HOW she did it. 

[Bombayduk]

If anyone is interested, Martina has explained the hows and whys numerous times; it isn't hard to find if you are truly interested.  Not that she or any model has to justify their personal decisions to anyone here on what body modifications they chose to make.  Making demands that she or any girl here explain themselves is totally disrespectful.

[mango29]

You throw around the word disrespect as a means to deflect without knowing what the word truly means or willfully trying to obfuscate.

It is not disrespectful to ask a question of someone who makes a voluntary post on a public forum.

It CAN be seen as quite disrespectful for a white person to parade as black when they are not black.

And just to head you off. Just because something makes you feel uncomfortable does not mean it is by default disrespectful.

For example:
- Disagreement -> not disrespect
- Honest feedback -> not disrespect
- Setting boundaries -> not disrespect
- Providing language clarity -> not disrespect

- cultural/identity appropriation when there is asymmetry of experience -> can be seen as quite disrespectful

(Hint: notice the use of the word ‘can’)

If anyone is interested, Martina has explained the hows and whys numerous times; it isn't hard to find if you are truly interested.  Not that she or any model has to justify their personal decisions to anyone here on what body modifications they chose to make.  Making demands that she or any girl here explain themselves is totally disrespectful.

[Bombayduk]

You throw around the word disrespect as a means to deflect without knowing what the word truly means or willfully trying to obfuscate.

It is not disrespectful to ask a question of someone who makes a voluntary post on a public forum.

It CAN be seen as quite disrespectful for a white person to parade as black when they are not black.

And just to head you off. Just because something makes you feel uncomfortable does not mean it is by default disrespectful.

For example:
- Disagreement -> not disrespect
- Honest feedback -> not disrespect
- Setting boundaries -> not disrespect
- Providing language clarity -> not disrespect

- cultural/identity appropriation when there is asymmetry of experience -> can be seen as quite disrespectful

(Hint: notice the use of the word ‘can’)

If anyone is interested, Martina has explained the hows and whys numerous times; it isn't hard to find if you are truly interested.  Not that she or any model has to justify their personal decisions to anyone here on what body modifications they chose to make.  Making demands that she or any girl here explain themselves is totally disrespectful.

Placing demands upon someone is disrespectful.  There are ways to politely ask questions without being judgmental; the same can be said for espousing a different opinion.  While we may agree of disagree with them, Martina has openly discussed her decisions, but perhaps you can explain the cognitive dissonance evident for one to think a white person wanting to be seen as black is disrespectful when a male wanting to be seen as female isn't.  The point I have been trying to confer is rather than judge openly, exhibit some tolerance; when someone posts "I'll treat her with the same respect I would afford anyone else walking around in full-body blackface, how about that?" that is neither tolerance nor intent of respect, but of open judgment. 

Personally, I stand by the Jeffersonian "it neither picks my pocket nor breaks my leg" degree of tolerance, meaning we should not complain when we experience no harm, but be respectful of the freedoms of others.  Whether I agree or disagree with Martina's choices or those of the guy who very much looks like a woman, it doesn't matter; I will treat them with respect unless their actions dictate otherwise.

[MARTINA BIG]

Found a vintage video! It's the first video I ever made, 11 years ago
The video was filmed shortly after my extra-large double fill-up in August 2015. That's why my breasts are especially full and firm in the video I haven't released it yet!

Back then, I was a blonde, white woman with very large breasts.
I'm visiting a beach at a beautiful lake Once I get to the beach, I take off my hot pants, inflate my pillow, and enjoy the sun on my beach mat As I lie down, you can see my huge breasts standing up You can see my huge breasts from all sorts of different angles The bikini top is so skimpy that my nipples are spilling out more and more, and the other beachgoers start staring It's a D-cup bikini, but with my huge breasts, the top looks like a micro-bikini The sun is shining brightly, and it's getting hotter and hotter. That's why I'm rubbing sunscreen all over my body My boobs I creaming esspecial intensivly  Because it's so hot, I then cool my breasts with water It tickles so much…
But I won't reveal any more than that just yet

I think you'll enjoy this sexy video
The video is 23 minutes long and in high resolution.
If you'd like to see my video, please send me an email:
[email protected]

Here's a preview pic:

[phonehome1]

You throw around the word disrespect as a means to deflect without knowing what the word truly means or willfully trying to obfuscate.

It is not disrespectful to ask a question of someone who makes a voluntary post on a public forum.

It CAN be seen as quite disrespectful for a white person to parade as black when they are not black.

And just to head you off. Just because something makes you feel uncomfortable does not mean it is by default disrespectful.

For example:
- Disagreement -> not disrespect
- Honest feedback -> not disrespect
- Setting boundaries -> not disrespect
- Providing language clarity -> not disrespect

- cultural/identity appropriation when there is asymmetry of experience -> can be seen as quite disrespectful

(Hint: notice the use of the word ‘can’)

If anyone is interested, Martina has explained the hows and whys numerous times; it isn't hard to find if you are truly interested.  Not that she or any model has to justify their personal decisions to anyone here on what body modifications they chose to make.  Making demands that she or any girl here explain themselves is totally disrespectful.

Placing demands upon someone is disrespectful.  There are ways to politely ask questions without being judgmental; the same can be said for espousing a different opinion.  While we may agree of disagree with them, Martina has openly discussed her decisions, but perhaps you can explain the cognitive dissonance evident for one to think a white person wanting to be seen as black is disrespectful when a male wanting to be seen as female isn't.  The point I have been trying to confer is rather than judge openly, exhibit some tolerance; when someone posts "I'll treat her with the same respect I would afford anyone else walking around in full-body blackface, how about that?" that is neither tolerance nor intent of respect, but of open judgment. 

Personally, I stand by the Jeffersonian "it neither picks my pocket nor breaks my leg" degree of tolerance, meaning we should not complain when we experience no harm, but be respectful of the freedoms of others.  Whether I agree or disagree with Martina's choices or those of the guy who very much looks like a woman, it doesn't matter; I will treat them with respect unless their actions dictate otherwise.

Well all I asked was two things, mainly how she did it and earlier in this thread even made reference to this old movie from the 80's or 90's "Soul Man" where this white kid from LA  in order to get a full ride scholarship at Harvard from a 'Tri-Lam" type fraternity  and then "turned himself black' by taking massive does of some self tanning pill  and your snarky response to "she already explained" so go look it up

And  the "why"  and it is a head scratcher, why a  big boobed blonde white girls from Germany decided she wanted for lack of better way of putting it "pass" as a Black VERY Black  girl   

I mean we are not talking Halle Berry skin tone here

Even in 2026 in the most enlightened forward thinking countries of the world right wrong or indifferent her former Big boobed blond girl self is going to get through doors and more easily and more quickly that her current self is 

There have been numerous "studies" done where identical resumes are submitted to fortune 500 companies mostly in the US but I bet the EU is not that much different where one is from Jamal Jones  and the other from James Smith and James gets the call and Jamal does not  Sharon Smith does, Shaniquwa  Jones does not

So knowing you are or at least could be 'putting your self behind the 8 ball" so to speak you really have to wonder why

[mango29]

Where exactly did anyone place demands on anyone?

I’d be careful about framing things as polite / impolite as that exposes you as someone who cannot view anything other than from your particular frame of reference and therefore close-minded.

Polite in some cultures is impolite in others and vice versa. Relying on loaded language in discourse is oversimplification and exposes the arguer as having a relatively weak position.

Your appeal to authority is equally amusing when you quote Thomas Jefferson but that too is an oversimplified harm principle.

Incidentally you’re making a false equivalence when you argue race v gender identity. Not to mention shifting the discussion with whataboutism.

You throw around the word disrespect as a means to deflect without knowing what the word truly means or willfully trying to obfuscate.

It is not disrespectful to ask a question of someone who makes a voluntary post on a public forum.

It CAN be seen as quite disrespectful for a white person to parade as black when they are not black.

And just to head you off. Just because something makes you feel uncomfortable does not mean it is by default disrespectful.

For example:
- Disagreement -> not disrespect
- Honest feedback -> not disrespect
- Setting boundaries -> not disrespect
- Providing language clarity -> not disrespect

- cultural/identity appropriation when there is asymmetry of experience -> can be seen as quite disrespectful

(Hint: notice the use of the word ‘can’)

If anyone is interested, Martina has explained the hows and whys numerous times; it isn't hard to find if you are truly interested.  Not that she or any model has to justify their personal decisions to anyone here on what body modifications they chose to make.  Making demands that she or any girl here explain themselves is totally disrespectful.

Placing demands upon someone is disrespectful.  There are ways to politely ask questions without being judgmental; the same can be said for espousing a different opinion.  While we may agree of disagree with them, Martina has openly discussed her decisions, but perhaps you can explain the cognitive dissonance evident for one to think a white person wanting to be seen as black is disrespectful when a male wanting to be seen as female isn't.  The point I have been trying to confer is rather than judge openly, exhibit some tolerance; when someone posts "I'll treat her with the same respect I would afford anyone else walking around in full-body blackface, how about that?" that is neither tolerance nor intent of respect, but of open judgment. 

Personally, I stand by the Jeffersonian "it neither picks my pocket nor breaks my leg" degree of tolerance, meaning we should not complain when we experience no harm, but be respectful of the freedoms of others.  Whether I agree or disagree with Martina's choices or those of the guy who very much looks like a woman, it doesn't matter; I will treat them with respect unless their actions dictate otherwise.

[MARTINA BIG]

My motto in life: "If you always try to be normal, you'll never know how fantastic you can be " I'm very happy and proud to be a Black woman now Many thanks to photographer Cynthia for this beautiful photo!

[ikari]

Still. Not. Black.