[Night Lord]

I just found this in a youtube video. As someone who is interested in the transformation (as well as just the big tits on their own) I have to say I've been looking for a before shot like this for quite some time. In my opinion she was not bad even then, but it doesn't hold a candle to her figure now.

[Penny Brown]

I was also really heavy back then. e_e;; I lost a lot of weight before getting implants. That was the fattest I've ever been and I was struggling with moving away from Australia into this hyper American military location... Not knowing how to be myself, and feeling like I had to look like a good Christian housewife... So yeah... I gained a bunch of weight and felt weird. XD shortly after that I shrugged and decided that people were going to like me or hate me no matter what, so I wanted to be myself again.
Here's a good example of me before surgery but after regaining my normal figure again. XD

[Nimrod]

Even without the colored hair, the corsets or the implants you are a beautiful person and thank you for sharing some of these transition shots and what some would say are photos of an atypical modeling figure. I have recently shown a few of your recent videos to my wife Kithara who on a rare occasion comments here on the BEA in the hopes that she will see that there are full-figured or "chubby" and more rounded women who are comfortable in being themselves. Her figure does remind me of you as she is naturally well rounded but not fat, muscular but not chiseled and is a natural pronounced hourglass with as she puts it a great deal of sand up top. Your comment of now trying hard to be yourself is an encouragement.

The best word would be zaftig.

And if you have not heard it enough welcome to the BEA it is rather special amongst the site out there.
http://forum.bearchive.com/index.php/topic,435667.msg10270116.html#msg10270116

[Night Lord]

Two things:

Firstly, you'll find that you don't need to be defensive about weight around here at all. If you peruse some posts you'll find that all body types are represented here provided that they are at least slightly bustier than average. Clearly you always exceeded that requirement, but it is good to hear that you got back to being healthy and happy before the first procedure.

Secondly, judging by the red lines I'm assuming that you had started with a corset when this was taken. How long had it been? Was there a noticeable change at that point?

[Penny Brown]

Two things:

Firstly, you'll find that you don't need to be defensive about weight around here at all. If you peruse some posts you'll find that all body types are represented here provided that they are at least slightly bustier than average. Clearly you always exceeded that requirement, but it is good to hear that you got back to being healthy and happy before the first procedure.

Secondly, judging by the red lines I'm assuming that you had started with a corset when this was taken. How long had it been? Was there a noticeable change at that point?

I am not ashamed of being chubby. XD I love my body. <3
I was just weirdly pressured into being someone else in the time that I took that first photo. If anything that's the cause of my frown. XD
It is rad how friendly this thread is being though. ^_^

I had been corset training for about two months at that point, and my waist was well effected by the corset. ^_^ I think I could cinch down to about 25 inches there. =p

That's me from that time frame in a corset.

and this one was right after my first surgery. XD

My waist was at it's smallest there. 23 inches. ^_^

[RHIC]

Love the prismatic hair and crazy curves. Rock on!   

Maybe it's best I don't have a lady like Penny, I'd go broke dressing her up in hot clothes!

[Penny Brown]

Love the prismatic hair and crazy curves. Rock on!   

Maybe it's best I don't have a lady like Penny, I'd go broke dressing her up in hot clothes!

I feel that way about myself. <3
I know this sounds vain as shit, but I will spend hours just putting on clothing and going "OH MY GOD, I LOOK LIKE THAT... THAT IS ME... THAT IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE... HOLY SHIT."
It's awesome to look like a doll man. So awesome.

[TheZookie007]

I know this sounds vain as shit, but I will spend hours just putting on clothing and going "OH MY GOD, I LOOK LIKE THAT... THAT IS ME... THAT IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE... HOLY SHIT."
It's awesome to look like a doll man. So awesome.

It'd be vain if you thought "no other woman in the history of the world looks as good as me, nor shall they ever". It's a fine line, but I think you are falling more on the side of "wow, I can't believe how lucky I am to have been able to achieve a body as good as this now". You know what I mean?

[Penny Brown]

It'd be vain if you thought "no other woman in the history of the world looks as good as me, nor shall they ever". It's a fine line, but I think you are falling more on the side of "wow, I can't believe how lucky I am to have been able to achieve a body as good as this now". You know what I mean?

Honestly, I think plenty of other people are amazingly beautiful, and I don't even think my appearance is my preference for what I find attractive in women. (I tend to like really tomboyish ladies.)
So maybe that's what keeps it from being self obsessed. I think it's more just in awe that I am so lucky. ^_^ I treat my body like it's a fun doll that I get to mess with.

I _love_ large breasts, but, diversity is what keeps me excited... People are so fucking different, and that's magical. =D

[TheZookie007]

I think it's more just in awe that I am so lucky. ^_^ I treat my body like it's a fun doll that I get to mess with.

I _love_ large breasts, but, diversity is what keeps me excited... People are so fucking different, and that's magical. =D

True dat!

[pedonbio]

I feel that way about myself. <3
I know this sounds vain as shit, but I will spend hours just putting on clothing and going "OH MY GOD, I LOOK LIKE THAT... THAT IS ME... THAT IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE... HOLY SHIT."
It's awesome to look like a doll man. So awesome.

Penny, your self-awareness is a good thing, and you have it early in life. I've stayed in touch with a few of the women I worked with when they were models back in the 1970s. There is a certain phenomenon of women who become aware more slowly, expressed most directly by a former model of my acquaintance who, in her mid-50s, was going thru an assortment of pictures from her early 20s and said, approximately, "God, no wonder guys always wanted to fuck me!"

[Offline]

I feel that way about myself. <3
I know this sounds vain as shit, but I will spend hours just putting on clothing and going "OH MY GOD, I LOOK LIKE THAT... THAT IS ME... THAT IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE... HOLY SHIT."
It's awesome to look like a doll man. So awesome.

Glad to hear you have a positive body image.  So many have women have such negative images of themselves and they are never happy no matter how far they try to change what they perceive as bad.

[RHIC]

Diversity really *is* the magic spice. I'm very glad women, and actually people, are shaped and look all differently.

The doll thing - guys are always like 'ugh, my woman is shopping' but I'm like 'let's go out and try on hot shoes!' 

[Penny Brown]

Diversity really *is* the magic spice. I'm very glad women, and actually people, are shaped and look all differently.

The doll thing - guys are always like 'ugh, my woman is shopping' but I'm like 'let's go out and try on hot shoes!' 

I fit like... zero clothing. So I don't tend to "go shopping" =( Right after my first surgery, my husband and I were in Florida, and there were a lot of latina stores, and we had a lot of fun trying on random things there, as it's all pretty stretchy. =)

[Starscream]

As the lady says in her video (Found here: https://www.youtube.com/v/watch?v=Hw4-pXaZzOY) "Enjoy"