We chatted frequently, multiple times a week, but starting in maybe July, she showed up less frequently, a measure similar to her posting here. There was never reason and I never asked, but when she didn't show for an entire week, then three, I had to wonder; it is not like you can be an ardent long term believer and not just turn your back, but burn it down. It's not like she has less interest, posting less; she didn't abandon, she deleted all her accounts for chat or boobs. I cannot help but think something catastrophic and personal occurred in her life, something she did not want to talk about.