Llelwyn doesn’t frequent here, anymore?
She was last here on July 4, 2022, according to the forum. That's roughly 3 full months since she has last visited the BEA. You know, she canceled her Patreon site, her DeviantArt site and so on, so I guess she has quit the big boob scene. I do miss her. 
Yes, she had certain fantasy desires that not only drove her love of how huge natural breasts appear, but she professed she would love to have breasts so huge and heavy that they all but inhibited ambulation, and I believe she was honest about that. To want something so badly and not be able to attain it is heartbreaking. Though the rounder, fake look was not her thing, I believe that if offered, she would have jumped at the chance of having 25k expanders; while most would balk at having 110 pounds of boobs, I think, no matter the hinderance, she would lovingly embrace it. We had talks about how this would effect her job, her ability to do simple things, and her life in general; she never hesitated in saying that she wanted to experience all those things. And this comes from a girl that already knows big breasts, so I have to believe she was being honest.