Thanks. This sounds like good advice. Sorry to be such a downer. I carry a lot of guilt for things I've done, especially for the things I never got a chance to atone for. Maybe I should take another break from the BEA for a while.
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Dont beat yourself up over this, you paid for that content, you posted pieces of it. I understand both sides of this, but in the end what's done is done. If the mods here didn't remove the content after you publicly stated your case, I'd say no harm, no foul. Use this as a learning tool and move forward.