^I could only guess as to why Beshine doesn't want to be filmed in certain positions, angles, or situations. Back when she had a FB page, there was a lot of negative comments, naturally about her size, the shape of her boobs back then, and even that one nipple was lower than the other. No one likes to be criticized and Beshine is no exception. I am absolutely certain that no one defended her as vigorously as I did, but the negative comments outnumbered mine probably 100 to 1, and I think Beshine was very disappointed with the reception and has some self-consciousness from it, thus stopped facing the camera topless.
Beshine loves the way she looks. If you go all the way back in this thread, you can see how excited she was to have the boobies getting bigger and how reluctant she was to show them naked or her face; her wanting huge boobs was not about fame and fortune, it was fulfilling her dream to have huge, round, and obviously fake looking boobs. Though she repeatedly claims that she doesn't care what others think of her for having such enormous boobs, clearly, she is offended with some negative comments because make no mistake, she is immensely proud of the way she looks.
I believe Beshine avoids certain things to avoid criticism, whether it is appearance or maybe awkward situations. In my humble opinion, it is not needed; she is stunningly beautiful regardless and those awkward situations/movements are only a testament to how large and heavy her boobs are. Perhaps she would love her boobs to be more spherical, but that is only an indication of how incredibly large her implants are; they are not nearly full yet. If she wanted, I'm fairly certain she could have the right medial cord shortened and that may bring both nipples to the same height, but maybe she is just done with surgery (though I think it would be minor).
The one thing that should be abundantly obvious is that Beshine absolutely love having huge boobs. If she did not have a cam show or web site, I really believe she would still want her boobs this big, and bigger. It is virtually impossible to watch videos or her party chat and not see how much she loves having such huge boobs and I believe she is much the same in private. There are so many things that Beshine can no longer do or has difficulty doing, but her attitude is not one of disappointment, but excitement; as she has said, she actually loves experiencing all her big boob moments, where her boobs make her do things differently. Just an outstanding outlook.