Is it odd that I only find her attractive as Bernadette? Every time I see her outside of the Big Bang Theory, I find myself disappointed. It's like she looks 15 lbs lighter when she's not on the show. I don't understand it. It's not just less boob weight either. Her face seems less full, her hair is less voluminous. Just overall more gaunt. She does not look sickly or anything, but less cute than on the show. I can't explain it.