My official de lurking post. I go by Tiffany, or T.B.E. Which are the initials to my stage name. Or my would be stage name. I think it is incredibly brilliant. I am a 22 year old Aquarius. Weight wise I am somewhere between chubby and bbw. I weigh more than I would like, could stand to be a lot healthier. I just have a hard time saying no to pastries and tacos. ;x Living currently in New England, USA. My cup size is around 36-38F. Natural if it really matters. I'm looking to get them bigger. MUCH bigger. I don't have a goal size, I have a goal look, but not an actual size. I am eying at a pair of the expandable implants... they seem to be the best choice for attaining the size I want. Which is kinda unknown. My favorite big bust stars have cup sizes M and larger, so I guess you could say my goal size is at very smallest an M? When string implants get back to the USA, I will be the first one knocking at my future surgeon's door. I am really interested in them, but if/when I do get them I think that I may have to move within driving distance of my doctor. Which seems like a silly reason to move? But if it's for the greater good, sign me up. It's disheartening that the amount of information on string implants is limited and news on them seem to have stopped... someone should make a blog about them and update it often. *hint hint*
Right now I am student. I prefer to say that I am a woman of leisure. It sounds better, and it is more accurate than the whole student line. I'm a registered college student, but I'm not active in class. I have a slight income, but I would prefer to talk about it. It's complicated, a terribly long story, and quite exhausting on my part to tell. I spend most of my time listening to music (right now is a Woodstock compilation), hanging out with my very awesome dog, writing down thoughts so I don't forget them, watching/looking at porn and being a full time Whedonverse geek. It's great. *not being sarcastic* If you want to talk Whedonverse with me, feel free.
I have plans on entering the adult entertainment industry at some point. I suppose category wise I would like to do a bit of
everything. Nude modeling,fetish,escorting,dancing,softcore, hardcore, anything I can get my hands on really. At least try everything once and see what I will do again. Visually I suppose I would be labeled as Alternative, possibly bbw as I indicated above. Piercings, no tattoos as of today but who knows about tomorrow, funky hair colors , dreadlocks and all of that jazz. I'm trying to modify my body the way nature forgot to. Everything I do to myself is natural to me, you either get it or you don't I suppose. I've wanted pink hair and massive breasts ever since i can remember. I remember asking my mom why she "got little ones". My boobs started growing at an "old" age. I got my first bra in 9th grade. I was a late bloomer. I was a big B little C by the end of that school year. 10th grade I was a big C little D. 11th I hit DD status. 12th I hit DDD, and between graduation and now I hit an F cup. Anyway ideally I wouldn't label myself as alternative.
I'd label myself as fun. But you gotta label the talent, I'm the talent, so label me, then I will do something else to make you rethink that label.
Porn wise my significant other isn't too keen on boy/girl scenes or the thought of me jerking off in front of people. He is insecure to say the least. I am strong minded and I think he might resent me for it. Calls me selfish and egotistic. Not to say that I don't live a 'Me first, you second' lifestyle. I don't think I should have to run everything I do past
anyone first. But I really don't see anything wrong with putting myself first. I spent a large part of my short life living for others, it literally drained me and I was in a bad place for a long time. I got over it, started living for me and I haven't looked back since. You can't love someone if you don't love yourself. And if you don't love yourself how in the hell are you going to love someone else? I think RuPaul said that, I'm not 100% sure. Our relationship seems to have greatly deteriorated over time. We have been together for over 5 years. It seems the better of a person I aspire to be, the more he dislikes who I am. I think he needs someone who will follow is lead, and I don't follow anyone. He might be getting replaced on of these days so I am taking applications. Haha.
That may or may not be serious, it depends on if he read this or not.
But seriously, I am thinking of starting up a website. As in that I have big boobs and a fat ass. I want bigger boob, a fatter ass, and a more healthy appearance. If you want to watch me sign up. If you want to help the boob/add fund feel free. But make sure to enjoy the Tiffany porn. So I guess that equals paysite, but I want to have some free stuff up as well. I know what it's like to not want to give money to a website because all you see are pictures of vaginas with stars covering them in the tour section. It seriously makes me not sign up. That's how irritating I find it. The internet is about freedom and there should be at least some legal free porn. If you haven't noticed already, I am a big fan of porn. Half as a learning expierience and half as recreation.
Questions? Comments? Concerns? *Significant other applications?
Now how was that for an intro post? Kinda long, perhaps dull. I'm sure there have been better. I just wanted to add my bit so I have a good reason to stop lurking.
* It's seriously a joke.