in this forum for years everything i offer has been bad-mouthed, at least by some people. so of course the custom videos are not missing.
those who like what i do are almost all silenced here. out of solidarity, some could speak out, but that happens very rarely. disappointing. but this is probably the thanks for the 1400 posts i gave to this community back then. but keep on wondering why i am no longer active here 
some people here just don't realize how disrespectful the way i have been treated here for years, and some even do it on purpose.
I hope it is some solace to you, that is unfortunately an effect of the web that some people think they could wrote rude things or not proofen facts because of the anonymity of the web. Most of them would not say that to you if they stand infront of you.
And it is even so that most people out of a group like what they see or read and gave no comment (they are satisfied), than a small amount taking disrespectful, criticize everything but gave no constructive advices ( like " don't like that..., would love to see more like this...."),
than a small group of people who say what they like and at least some people that have no interest and don't care about that (like " this is not my interest")
So most of us don't know your long journey and I am also always fascinated by your appearance and what you have achieved.
Going extreme always means to be critized by someone.
A good saying is "Nicht gemeckert ist Lob genug."

("No grumble is sometimes praise")