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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22845 on: January 22, 2025, 05:59:04 PM »
@Bombayduk You're just as big of a fan and observer as I am. Looking forward to your, and anyone else's, thoughts!

It's also not the first or last time I'll try and imitate a "day in the life". So if you all have any reasonable perspective requests, let me know!

Who knows how much Beshine actually keeps up with this thread, but I'd have to imagine she'd get a chuckle with someone being overwhelmed after briefly carrying a load she's grown so familiar with.

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« Reply #22846 on: January 22, 2025, 09:57:46 PM »
I think the balloons may yield a wider base against your chest, closer to the 8" diameter that I would estimate Beshine to be.  I doubt you can mimic her breast dimensions given the rig, but I have estimated her total width braless as 28", projection as close to 14" and breast height 13.5".  When she is in a bra, I think squeezing her breasts together loses a couple inches.  The reason I mention the dimensions is because Beshine loves her sideboob, which sticking out that far is what causes her to have to do everything differently with her arms, thus a more accurate experience of how she deals with things.

Posture is a absolute must with the weight on your chest; Beshine started adopting her posture by the time she reached 8k and it has only become more pronounced over the years.  Yet, as she admits, she tires and sits frequently; I would guess perhaps every quarter mile judging from her touring videos.

Sitting and lying down.  As you have seen in many OF pictures and videos, given the opportunity, she usually rests her breasts on something.  She says that resting them on her thighs is a limited time thing, but when home (like OF), it seems she is always resting one on a sofa or bed.  You have seen all the pictures, like today's, when she is lying down, as a recent video describes, she allows her boobs to fall in one direction when she is on her back.  Like the picture shows, this rotates her shoulders just slightly, until her right breast lying on the bed, the left, while leaning against the right slightly, is still basically supported by her chest.  I guess that this reduces the total weight by half when s1eeping.

Over the years, using my imagination, I have speculated about what and how Beshine may do many tasks and have come to the conclusion that it is very unlikely she does many household chores, her boobs restricting her reach is the huge culprit.  Of course, she admits that what she can do, she cannot do in the same way a normal person might when using their arms.  But more on that or particulars later.  Still, other than her exercise regime, maybe some shopping, or fixing a meal, I have to assume Beshine finds time to relax a lot. 

You mentioned her driving and if you look at her position in her husband's sports car, you know she can't drive it (can't steer for one thing), but for over a decade, the only thing we see her actually driving is a big SUV that has enough room for her sideboob.  She has mentioned that she does not fit in the sports car seat as intended because her boobs are too wide; a few OF pics and a video from a while back all show her sitting at a little angle.

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« Reply #22847 on: January 23, 2025, 07:16:57 AM »
@Bombayduk You're just as big of a fan and observer as I am. Looking forward to your, and anyone else's, thoughts!

It's also not the first or last time I'll try and imitate a "day in the life". So if you all have any reasonable perspective requests, let me know!
Beshine has listed her height as 5'6", so the height difference is negligible.  Still, I have to imagine that you discovered a huge problem with balance even if you were trying to be careful; with 15 years of training, Beshine still experiences little imbalances on camera.
From the top:

As I said, posture is of utmost importance to alleviate back stress; you need to maintain a front to back center of balance over your feet.  When bending forward unsupported, this requires bending at the knees at the same time to maintain this center.  Even with all her experience, Beshine says that she cannot maintain simply bending at the waist, like to use a cutting board on the kitchen counter, for very long.  Though she has not made a big thing about it in my OF videos, I have to imagine that she also finds resting her boobs on the counter as she does simple things a relief. 

Similarly, whenever she reaches for something below waist level, you see her bend at the knees as she bends at the waist.  In most instances, she seems to seek to use one hand for balance as the other reaches.

Your description of how to pick something up from the floor seems to mirror what I had once read, that she steps back to spot the object, then steps forward to where she thinks it is close to her side, then squats, drops down to a knee on the search side and feels around for the object since she is still unable to see it over her sideboob.  And lets remember that her sideboob extends another 3" past what you experienced.

Resting, as I described previously, when we see Beshine resting, it usually involves lying down and the key is to allow the slight tilt of the shoulders that allows the boobs to fall in one direction.  That way, half the weight is transferred to the bed.  As she has said, her boobs are too wide for a sofa, but we see that by using the same slight tilt, she ends up with one boob partially lying on the cushion to alleviate the weight.

Though it certainly cannot feel good on the shoulders to support such weight (hence Beshine's internal support affixing her implants to bone), this has to be a real enlightening adventure IMHO.  To experience just a bit of what home life is like for Beshine is really something.  Like I said, I believe Beshine tends to relax and enjoy herself frequently, because, as you have discovered, living with such heavy breasts, even when internally supported, has to be quite taxing.  20k = 44lbs each breast and though your 17" breast height exceeds hers by a few inches, her width exceeds yours, but great comparison photos.  The difference is pretty easily explained by your wearing two bras and her just having a tight t-shirt under her top to her boobs are allowed a more natural position rather than being squeezed together.  Her "bra talk" video from last year was very enlightening on when she wears a bra and why, and from that video said, I have to assume that anytime at home when not exercising is spent braless.

More thoughts on your experience later.

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22848 on: January 23, 2025, 12:17:13 PM »

It's also not the first or last time I'll try and imitate a "day in the life". So if you all have any reasonable perspective requests, let me know!

Who knows how much Beshine actually keeps up with this thread, but I'd have to imagine she'd get a chuckle with someone being overwhelmed after briefly carrying a load she's grown so familiar with.

I find it great that I am not the only one who thought about what it would be for beshine in every day situations but tried in a self experiment to experience this by oneself.
So I tried it several times to go step by step bigger and bigger to reach somehow near her size or a size that might be equivalent to my height.
As I am almost 5'10" the circumference had to be bigger for me to get the same relative projection.
But I failed several times, because of the missing support for the balloons and second for holding the weight and doing everyday tasks for a long time span.
So almost about 8K water per "breast" I found it quite heavy to have these weight pulling infront of me and I also was only able to wear them for around 4hours till I had really huge back pain due to some muscles on my shoulders and back which were not trained for carrying this weight.
But this give me a small experince and proove that she is truly outstanding  :o.
At one point our hands become too small, that is were the BEA starts

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22849 on: January 23, 2025, 03:28:23 PM »
Good thoughts!

For the width difference you mentioned, I'm sure it would further exaggerate the already difficult scenarios I ran into. I specifically couldn't replicate the relationship she has with chairs, but was close enough that getting in and out took momentum to return to my feet. That said, I still had to often swoop my elbow around my orbit to do simple movements.

To your mention, both Beshine's internal bra and her boobs actually being boobs very likely help distribute the weight. Especially around around the base boob area. While my rig did a great job keeping things where they're supposed to, they're really just elastically trying to keep stasis in place of a rib anchor. So, leaning over with 80lbs + gravity sometimes led to momentary breaks in fantasy.

Even with better Boobie & Doobie distribution, it still confounds me that a person with her non-boob dimensions has had the sheer will and boobie greed to make it all work for this long.

One other observation I didn't mention yesterday. The perceptive size difference between experiencing this in person vs. in pictures was another surprise. Similar to how you hear people say the same about how much bigger models look in real life. I easily felt like I was 50% bigger than how I actually looked in photos.

For Beshine and if she is maybe/probably/actually growing, I wonder if she's experiencing the opposite. Maybe you've read it here and there on OF, that sometimes it's the pictures/poses/angles that end up surprising her.


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« Reply #22850 on: January 23, 2025, 05:20:34 PM »
I think all this has led to a degree of enlightenment that can only expand with experiences.  To be honest, I didn't even know there were balloons capable of holding 8k of water, let alone 20k, but the look does give visualization to what lolchair claimed over 10 years ago, that Beshine likely now is at least 20k.  And to be honest, I can hardly think of a way of suspending such weight with shoulder straps that would not lead to discomfort in short order; that is heavier than my army backpack was.

Beshine's extraordinary breast width is the cause and the source of many of her 'massive boobie adventures,' both in terms of obstructing her line of sight and arm movement.  Unable to actually reach around her boobs, as her arms come forward, they come up and over her sideboob, her upper arms always resting on her boobs as she does things.  To a point made yesterday regarding single hand reaching; very often we do see Beshine do this slight turn to move her boobs out of the way, thus allowing one hand to reach something, like a kitchen drawer or faucet.  I have one video where she did that, then stepped forward to reach in the drawer, but unable to see, kept picking out the wrong thing before stepping back to get another look, and then getting it on the first try after stepping forward again.  She laughed that her "boobies were in the way."  Any other girl that can reach around her own boobs would not be experiencing this.

I have to imagine that when leaning forward, the balloons fall away from the chest, and some of the feeling is lost.  I have repeatedly speculated what that must feel like, on your back, these huge saline filled implants lying and moving on your chest when you try to move.  Heavy, absolutely, but I have a feeling that when on your back and you allow them to fall to one side, the remaining weight, while heavy, may also yield a sense of security and peacefulness.

I have guessed that when Beshine is walking in her adopted posture that she cannot see the ground for about 7-8' in front of her.  Even when she is trying to lean forward without support (always seemingly at an angle looking over one boob), I think it is still about 4'.  Even when she has a railing for support, I seriously doubt she can see her feet, more like 18" in front of them. 

I can remember reading her remarks back when and I got the impression that from her POV, her boobs were smaller and only when she saw herself in a mirror did she see how big they were.  I thought it seemed logical as she doesn't get to see them entirely from her POV, in fact, it has been a long time since she could see her own nipples, which she can only reach today with her arms draped over her boobs.  Though I have pointed out before how she frequently glances down at her boobs in a loving way, I think that she loves what she sees in the camera, the full effect of how enormous her boobs are.

And I would guess that in more than half my OF videos, at some point she has a surprised look, from an unexpected furniture creak to underestimating her boob weight when changing positions to those slight balance issues.  She has had those enormous boobs for years, but the massive boobie adventures are endless.

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22851 on: January 23, 2025, 09:22:55 PM »
Beshine has truly the most BIGGEST BOOBS ever!

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22852 on: January 24, 2025, 02:13:19 PM »

 

-- There is...so much in front of me I've had a 22"W x 17H x 14"L wobbly mass in front of me, all day. When I push/lay on them, it's prob 30" wide. The cautionary "big boob adventure" tales are all true. My vision looking down is completely impaired. If I attempt to crane my neck over them, I miiiight see an extra inch or two. Arm movement is limited and I'm constantly batting into them which made checking my phone a funny affair. I literally cannot get anything from the bottom drawer of my fridge. Stairs, while jiggly, now brought precaution and a trust in my surroundings.

My two biggest space issues were:
(1) Eating with utensiles while maintaining poise. While the weight pushed me forward, I equally could not find a way to tastefully manuver around myself to get an angle that also didn't look super awkard. We've heard about Beshine attempts to eat, but how she does this in a public setting remains a myster.

(2) Everything to do with my car. We saw in a past video what she had to do to weave in past the car door, and the same occured here. Once nestled in, it's a tight space and I easily occupied every square inch of my seats (passenger and driver). The friction from the steering wheel had me overcompensating my turning motions, which also had me bumping them with my elbows. The jostling was also getting nutty while driving. The seatbelt positioning and claustrophobia had me wondering the last time Beshine actually drove anywhere.


I have to assume that Beshine's biggest issue with her boobs has to be the weight, but all three (obscured vision & size related obstructions) are daily constants that most would complain about, but Beshine continues to view positively.  I think the one that she enjoys the most is size related reaching that requires her to always have her arms in contact with her breasts, often if not usually resting on her breasts as she does things.  Like your fridge experience, Beshine points out that she has a limited depth reach when it comes to a refrigerator, which is obvious when you think about it; her hand extends only 6-7" past her boobs, hence boob hits shelf and that is as deep as she can reach.  Tons of things in the limited reach department and she points out many in OF videos.

As she points out in numerous videos, seated at a table, her boobs only allow her to get so close, which is not enough to get her mouth over her plate, so there is always a up and over the boobs path for utensils, which always ends up with spills.  Personally, I think she films it like this to illustrate the problem, but when it comes to how she actually eats, I bet it is more like we have seen in other videos/pictures; she places the plate/bowl on top of her boob shelf to decrease the spills.  We saw the video from 2016 of her doing this at a roadside fast food type place and I think she would choose to do this than risk dripping all over her top.

Getting into a small car or sports car is simple once you learn the method.  I have had many little cars, starting with an old MGB, so it seems so simple to me; I slide into my Mini Cooper in a smooth motion; right foot as you slide in butt, then left foot.  I think things started going wrong for her with maintaining her center of balance; the need to have both feet on the ground and slowly lower her butt into the seat.  Now she has a problem; she needs to turn forward while lifting her right foot, however, she has a massively huge and heavy boob resting on her thigh.  So leaning back, her boobs filling the space between her thighs and arms, she manages to bring one leg after another before wiggling her butt into place.  I'm impressed with her dexterity.  Now a couple things viewers may have missed - the seat is already far back, allowing room for her boobs to easily clear the steering wheel, however, her feet are more than 6" from getting to the pedals.  Then the other problem - boob width - the camera shows that she may likely have to move her sideboob inward to close the car door.  Now you know why she drives the biggest MB SUV and the reason she always seems to be sitting at a bit of an angle in the passenger seat of this car; boob clearance.  She did got out very well; left foot out and balance as you smoothly stand.
While seated, you notice that she scoots forward; her feet are now in range of the pedals, but her boobs are almost touching the wheel, requiring her to rest her arms atop her boobs (not seen in the video) to steer, and therein lies the problem; she cannot steer with her arms suspended and her hands only able to grip the top of the wheel.  Hence the reason we have never seen her driving this very beautiful and expensive car.

Always love pondering what life is like for Beshine in these enormous boobie situations.  There are so many things I have thought about that seem perhaps impossible and/or dangerous with breasts her size and weight.  Sometimes I have even gotten out a tape measure to check clearances, to make sure I may be right before just presuming something.  Over the years, while doing one thing or another, I have found myself questioning, could this be done with 13-14" orbs blocking my arms and making me reach around them.  Could I climb a ladder, use a vacuum cleaner, reach laundry in the bottom of the washing machine, reach in a oven without my boobs contacting the oven door, tuck in the corners of a fitted sheet, or get close enough to clean a glass sliding door without my boobs pressing against the glass itself?  Beshine knows the answers.

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« Reply #22853 on: January 24, 2025, 02:49:02 PM »
With our talk of guessing size and experiences, I thought I'd mix it up and "try on" Beshine for a day. This was mostly doing my daily routine around the house of emails, eating, driving, some chores, laying down, sitting at various spots, etc etc.

Rig: Balloons, supported by two 3XL sports bras, filled with Sodium polyacrylate.

I love this so much! I want try something like this so bad as well, now...any chance you could share the balloons you used? I'm very curious what kind could support that amount of weight for a full day!

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« Reply #22854 on: January 25, 2025, 08:42:35 AM »
With our talk of guessing size and experiences, I thought I'd mix it up and "try on" Beshine for a day. This was mostly doing my daily routine around the house of emails, eating, driving, some chores, laying down, sitting at various spots, etc etc.

Rig: Balloons, supported by two 3XL sports bras, filled with Sodium polyacrylate.

I love this so much! I want try something like this so bad as well, now...any chance you could share the balloons you used? I'm very curious what kind could support that amount of weight for a full day!
So I saw this last night and the prior experiences by M & Malik, which got me to speculating on ways to achieve this enormous breast experience.  First, I am presuming that sodium polyacrylate forms a gel like substance when mixed with water, which would be great.

Next would be encasing the two large domes of sort, the shape is assuming the balloons were on a fairly flat surface when filled.  I thought that if the balloons were placed on a bedsheet and then rolled up to encase them, we would have a basis of a shell.  You would use a cord to cinch the middle, creating cleavage, then you would fold in the extra material on both ends, securing it to the cinched area somehow.  Now the two balloons are contained within the sheet, but remain a bit independent of each other.

Next I thought padded shoulder straps would be a good idea, the wider, the better.  I looked it up and see that there are many that have a hook on both ends.  I think it may be necessary to get ones that have an adjustable length because you want the balloons not hanging low, but at the base of your shoulder/armpit.  I think wrapping them around or hooking them to the cinched cord, or a bit of both would secure them to your chest, but I do wonder if reaching forward would allow the straps to slide off the shoulders a bit, similar to what we occasionally see with Beshine.  In that case, maybe a flat strap connecting the two shoulder straps at shoulder blade level would be good.

What do you guys think?

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Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22855 on: January 25, 2025, 09:11:20 AM »
With our talk of guessing size and experiences, I thought I'd mix it up and "try on" Beshine for a day. This was mostly doing my daily routine around the house of emails, eating, driving, some chores, laying down, sitting at various spots, etc etc.

Rig: Balloons, supported by two 3XL sports bras, filled with Sodium polyacrylate.

I love this so much! I want try something like this so bad as well, now...any chance you could share the balloons you used? I'm very curious what kind could support that amount of weight for a full day!
So I saw this last night and the prior experiences by M & Malik, which got me to speculating on ways to achieve this enormous breast experience.  First, I am presuming that sodium polyacrylate forms a gel like substance when mixed with water, which would be great.

Next would be encasing the two large domes of sort, the shape is assuming the balloons were on a fairly flat surface when filled.  I thought that if the balloons were placed on a bedsheet and then rolled up to encase them, we would have a basis of a shell.  You would use a cord to cinch the middle, creating cleavage, then you would fold in the extra material on both ends, securing it to the cinched area somehow.  Now the two balloons are contained within the sheet, but remain a bit independent of each other.

Next I thought padded shoulder straps would be a good idea, the wider, the better.  I looked it up and see that there are many that have a hook on both ends.  I think it may be necessary to get ones that have an adjustable length because you want the balloons not hanging low, but at the base of your shoulder/armpit.  I think wrapping them around or hooking them to the cinched cord, or a bit of both would secure them to your chest, but I do wonder if reaching forward would allow the straps to slide off the shoulders a bit, similar to what we occasionally see with Beshine.  In that case, maybe a flat strap connecting the two shoulder straps at shoulder blade level would be good.

What do you guys think?

I think you have to see it in real life and in person to truly appreciate the huge sizes. I've seen Foxy in person, and she is more amazing than in photos and I truly wish that I could see Beshine in person also. :)

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22856 on: January 25, 2025, 09:19:07 AM »
With our talk of guessing size and experiences, I thought I'd mix it up and "try on" Beshine for a day. This was mostly doing my daily routine around the house of emails, eating, driving, some chores, laying down, sitting at various spots, etc etc.

Rig: Balloons, supported by two 3XL sports bras, filled with Sodium polyacrylate.

I love this so much! I want try something like this so bad as well, now...any chance you could share the balloons you used? I'm very curious what kind could support that amount of weight for a full day!
So I saw this last night and the prior experiences by M & Malik, which got me to speculating on ways to achieve this enormous breast experience.  First, I am presuming that sodium polyacrylate forms a gel like substance when mixed with water, which would be great.

Next would be encasing the two large domes of sort, the shape is assuming the balloons were on a fairly flat surface when filled.  I thought that if the balloons were placed on a bedsheet and then rolled up to encase them, we would have a basis of a shell.  You would use a cord to cinch the middle, creating cleavage, then you would fold in the extra material on both ends, securing it to the cinched area somehow.  Now the two balloons are contained within the sheet, but remain a bit independent of each other.

Next I thought padded shoulder straps would be a good idea, the wider, the better.  I looked it up and see that there are many that have a hook on both ends.  I think it may be necessary to get ones that have an adjustable length because you want the balloons not hanging low, but at the base of your shoulder/armpit.  I think wrapping them around or hooking them to the cinched cord, or a bit of both would secure them to your chest, but I do wonder if reaching forward would allow the straps to slide off the shoulders a bit, similar to what we occasionally see with Beshine.  In that case, maybe a flat strap connecting the two shoulder straps at shoulder blade level would be good.

What do you guys think?

I think you have to see it in real life and in person to truly appreciate the huge sizes. I've seen Foxy in person, and she is more amazing than in photos and I truly wish that I could see Beshine in person also. :)
The comparison pictures M posted speak volumes

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22857 on: January 25, 2025, 10:10:31 AM »
Beshine is BIGGER compared to Foxy it’s true and I love FOXY as much as I love Beshine but two different women and different vibes different things but we all love them as much as the other…. Nothing bad here just saying what’s the real. But there will always be other gals that can become way BIGGER …..for now we
Have two of the biggest if women and n BOOBS ever !

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« Reply #22858 on: January 25, 2025, 02:30:52 PM »
Happy Saturday!

My rig is pretty basic. Certainly room for improvement, but I've been happy with the result.

Balloons are 4 generic, 36" diameter balloons. I put one inside the other, aka double-bagging, for durability. I then wrapped each in an exercise shirt to eliminate causing friction for either to burst.

Filling is just adding the polyacrylate prior, then using a bathroom sink. I measured the X gallon output to know I had 20cc's in.

Bras are the largest high-impact size I could get at Target. Their purpose isn't as much contain as it is support. Both  are oriented towards the balloon base. The balloons are exposed a bit at the bottom of both bands, which is fine bc I then wrap it all up in a long waisted/stretchy exercise shirt.

Finally I take the waist of the shirt and swoop/tuck it under the balloons. Covering the exposure by the band. The balloon weight keeps the shirt material pinned to my ribs, quasi acting as a 3rd bra.

All of this is usually done while sitting. The first Beshine "high" happens when I stand up to experience the staggering weight and sudden reorientation. All while my cat is usually staring and judging  :o

Not that it matters, but what's also odd to me about all this is that I'm not into cross dressing, queer, or that scene. It's just being so curious about how things must feel, that I just had to try it out for myself.

Good chance I'll go at it again this coming week...so I'll report back with anything new or fun.

Re: Beshine says: "hi everyone"
« Reply #22859 on: January 25, 2025, 05:19:05 PM »
Not into the trans stuff myself, but I have been curious about what life is like with such enormous fake breasts.  Had to include the word fake because the shape and high position on the chest have so much to do with the things I ponder.  I think about the hundred things Beshine is no longer capable of doing, realizing that at any point along the line, she could have stopped filling and retained what physical ability she had at that time, but she never did.  The money end certainly would be no consideration for years of dealing with her enormous and heavy breasts every day. And she isn't into attracting attention to herself, so what motivation remains?  Occam's razor suggests the only reason Beshine has expanded her breasts to this degree is the look and feel is so rewarding that she doesn't care about all the compromises she has to make, but even that does not explain how happy she is experiencing those massive boobie adventures.  Obviously, those moments are constantly saying "my boobs are so huge," and she loves that thought running through her head.

In a previous post, I did list some things I don't think Beshine can do today; it would be interesting to hear if those assumptions are correct.