[solvegas]

Her breasts are profoundly different looking in size and shape from what they looked like 15 years ago.

I remember when I first subscribed to her site in 2008, she had videos and photos of her in the outdoors with her breasts at 6K in size and later on she did the Score magazine photos and videos where she was at 8K in size during 2009 and later on she matched Chelsea Charms at 10K and we had a thread on the forum of who was the larger one, Chelsea Charms or Beshine. From some of the OnlyFans stuff I've seen, she is well above 10K and it's a shame we can't post them here. 

[Bombayduk]

^If I remember right from reading this thread previously, Beshine announced in Jan 2009 that she was having custom implants made.  In July, she had the surgery, however, the shells were left empty until November to allow adequate healing.  The amount of fills was never disclosed, but more or less guessed or assumed until Feb 2011 when she hit 10,000., after spending 2010 going from perhaps 4k to 8k.  I think she started her site in the spring of 2010 and she announced in Dec of that year that she would be going to NYC for the Score shoot.


Similar to what I was saying to Miggie yesterday, 15 years ago, her breasts were far from the two enormous round globes they are today.  Even in 2010, her massive implants were so under-filled that they had a irregular shape that Beshine herself said was disappointing.  It has taken her a long time and a lot of fills to safely attain the size and shape she wanted, and yet it has only been in the past few years that we can really see her implants finally dictating their shape, which would indicate they are getting close to being filled to the designed size.  This whole history is what has led me to believe that though her implants are expandable because they have a remote port under her arm, they are actually regular saline implants of massive size, but perhaps made of polyurethane rather than silicone.  Remember, she said they were not made by a silicone implant manufacturer (and polyurethane is more durable).

14 years ago

[solvegas]

From an old photoset, my weekly photo or morph of Beshine on this thread. 

[Miggieknows]

Indeed Beshine was under filled with her implants years ago vs now and the pictures posted here you can tell how much smaller she was vs today where Beshine boobs are super massive and giant now
Truly an amazing woman which a spectacular journey she’s had filling up Boobie and Doobie to massive size

[solvegas]

Indeed Beshine was under filled with her implants years ago vs now and the pictures posted here you can tell how much smaller she was vs today where Beshine boobs are super massive and giant now
Truly an amazing woman which a spectacular journey she’s had filling up Boobie and Doobie to massive size

One concern that I have by the way that you and Bombayduk describe Beshine nowadays, is that she could suffer a nasty accident if she simply does a simple mistake due to the size of her breasts. 

[Bombayduk]

Indeed Beshine was under filled with her implants years ago vs now and the pictures posted here you can tell how much smaller she was vs today where Beshine boobs are super massive and giant now
Truly an amazing woman which a spectacular journey she’s had filling up Boobie and Doobie to massive size

One concern that I have by the way that you and Bombayduk describe Beshine nowadays, is that she could suffer a nasty accident if she simply does a simple mistake due to the size of her breasts. 

Can you imagine?  There would be no solution.  Beshine makes it very clear that protecting the boobies is a prime concern and her movements reflect her concern.  Walking about is fine, but even in her regular site videos, as time went on, you could detect more and more micro balance losses - arms suddenly extending, a nervous smile or surprised look at the camera.  But OF videos are basically indoors, so there is a lot of position changing, and you see how slowly and carefully she moves when going from standing to sitting or on all fours.  She is frequently using her arms to support position changes.

I have to imagine that the "permanent filler" she spoke of when saying that after she fills her implants to their designed size, she will have the saline drained and a permanent filler infused, is very possibly polyurethane foam.  It would be perhaps 30% lighter than saline depending upon density, but after injection, it would fill the existing implant shape and in a short time become gel like; firm and holding the shape.  If I am correct, think this may be a great relief to Beshine as the durability and protection against some catastrophic accident increases, though logic says she will still be moving carefully; don't want to bruise the boobies either.

I'm sure M could enlighten us as to how carefully he had to move when he did those experiments with water filled balloons of Beshine's approximate volume.  It doesn't take much to upset your balance with all that boob weight, just leaning a tiny bit more than expected.  And position changes?  Lets just say when you are lying on your back, you can forget about just simply sitting up; you are going to be using your arms just to push yourself into a reclining position where you can scoot your butt to where your feet can reach the floor (Beshine has already demonstrated this enormous boobie adventure).  I found M's posts very interesting and affirming of things I had only imagined.

[Miggieknows]

We can’t post pics here such as webcam pics shots of Beshine in all her glory ….. or we can post
Lmk

[Boosterboobs]

This whole history is what has led me to believe that though her implants are expandable because they have a remote port under her arm, they are actually regular saline implants of massive size, but perhaps made of polyurethane rather than silicone.

Did she tell you that she has the filler port under her arm or did you deduce that?

There are no 100% polyurethane implants, they don't exist; they are silicone implants that have a thin layer or coating of polyurethane to prevent capsular contracture, rippling, and other problems. With these implants, the risk is very low, bordering on 0%. Before giving lessons, do some research; it's inexpensive and free.

[Boosterboobs]

^If I remember right from reading this thread previously, Beshine announced in Jan 2009 that she was having custom implants made.

Are you sure you read this thread?

In July, she had the surgery,

You're sure? What date does the post indicate, please?

hi !!!

i just got some great news.. 

in the meantime i had my surgery done and got my new implants.

all went very well 

i'm still in the recovering status..

some new and probably big  pics will follow when i am totally recovered

XOXO 



beshine

however, the shells were left empty until November to allow adequate healing.

Can you tell me how long it took from the surgery to this first filling?

i just forgot to tell you something very very important 

today i had a very big weight gain

i gained all in all 3400cc's..

first major fill up !!!

my boobs feel very heavy as you can imagine..

everything has worked great & my skin is doing fine 

The amount of fills was never disclosed, but more or less guessed or assumed until Feb 2011 when she hit 10,000

Each and every one of the fillers she did up to 10,000cc was posted by her. I'm copying and pasting the direct links to each filler to avoid a long post.
First Filling:
https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10007168#msg10007168
Second Filling:
https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10012539#msg10012539
Third Filling:
https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10027713#msg10027713
Fourth and final filling, 10,000cc
https://forum.bearchive.com/index.php?topic=580674.msg10032079#msg10032079

I think someone has bragged a lot and never read anything.

[Bombayduk]

This whole history is what has led me to believe that though her implants are expandable because they have a remote port under her arm, they are actually regular saline implants of massive size, but perhaps made of polyurethane rather than silicone.

Did she tell you that she has the filler port under her arm or did you deduce that?

There are no 100% polyurethane implants, they don't exist; they are silicone implants that have a thin layer or coating of polyurethane to prevent capsular contracture, rippling, and other problems. With these implants, the risk is very low, bordering on 0%. Before giving lessons, do some research; it's inexpensive and free.

Yes, she posted on her "About Me" where her filler port is located in answering a question.
Apparently, either English isn't your first language or you just ignore what is posted.  Clearly, to any intelligent person, when they see "if I am correct," that is called hypothesizing.  When Beshine disclosed that her implants did not come from a implant manufacturer, that neither conforms nor denies the construction composition, so I was 'hypothesizing' as to possible the better composition.  But thanks for the heads up on traditional implant construction just in case someone at the BEA doesn't know what implants are made from. 

[Bombayduk]

Why do you always have to be so argumentative and disrespectful?  You never contribute anything, just complain.

"Are you sure you read this thread?"
Yes, I have.  I stated "if I remember correctly" and I was close; she disclosed in December of 2008 that she would be getting new implants in 2009.

"You're sure? What date does the post indicate, please?"
There is no firm date given for the surgery, however, after July 9th, Beshine did not post for almost two months until Oct 6th when she said she had had the surgery and was still recovering.  I'm not sure you know how long it takes to recover entirely from surgery, but it is usually well in excess of 30 days.

"Can you tell me how long it took from the surgery to this first filling?"
On Nov 8th 2009, Beshine posted "to save some space there are temporarily empty  "
On Nov 9th, Beshine posted that she had a total of 3400cc added that day, her first fill.  This is precisely what I had said; they were empty until Nov.  The 3400cc is 1700cc each side, which is likely half the amount of her previously over-filled expanders.
A month later, she would add another 1000cc.

"Each and every one of the fillers she did up to 10,000cc was posted by her. I'm copying and pasting the direct links to each filler to avoid a long post."
Yes, after Dec 2009, she would usually say when she had another fill, however, as everyone who has read the thread already knows, she left everyone guessing as to how much.  I imagine that there are maybe 100 posts with people guessing as to current volumes along the way as well as what volume implants Beshine had gotten.

"I think someone has bragged a lot and never read anything."
I don't have to think about it, I know you just want to cause trouble; it is your only contribution to this thread beyond denying that Beshine has added any volume, saying her boobs look the same as they did at 10,000cc.  This is the negativity that caused Beshine to stop reporting fills altogether.  But we have been over this far too many times; believe whatever you want, the vast majority of people can see the enormous difference between 2011 and today.

So I answered you questions, affirming I was right or certainly within the ballpark on dates and events; being within 30 days is more than sufficient when we are talking events of 15+ years ago.  Of course, on the bright side, we did get you to do some homework and read past posts, so perhaps you will change your tune and stop being so disrespectful to Beshine and members here, but you'll have to excuse me if I don't hold my breath awaiting your first positive post on this thread.

[M]

You rang? 

Two things: Insights + Permanent Filler pondering

I can very much confirm that it doesn't take much to upset your balance. For the most part I compensate enough that the extra steps needed don't register much "active" thinking. In recollection it's very fun to mull through, but in the moment, I just clumsily push past the "adventure". Often chuckling at how ridiculous the whole thing is.

Overall I'd say my experiences are as much realized on the macro and mental level. The overall presence, smooshiness, and weight has my brain in a low-boil of tension that prevents me from giving more than 60% focus. The embraced physical bigboobproblems are great, but trying to be productive while fending off a 70" distraction has gotten me wondering how Beshine manages. Is she ever able to put them in the back of her mind? Would she want them there? Has that informed her approach to fills?

Kink, body mismorphia, etc reasons for desiring this size aside (another topic), I'm curious how disorienting it's been for Beshine earlier in her journey vs now. With these dimensions, there's no way they can ever truly absent from focus...but I'd like to think that in getting more accustomed, so too has her way to mentally compartmentalize. Resulting in her being so visibly comfortable. I'm obviously not living it, but I still find it fascinating to know she willed herself into rhythm and routine for something THIS disruptive.

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To the "permanent filler" topic, I'd love to know whether Beshine still plans to go through with it when her goal is reached. If 'NO', then we're left with the same, "Is she/isn't she filling?" coaster we've been on. If 'YES', then that gets a bit more interesting.

For 'YES', sure she could be putting off getting the permanent filler for the same reason anyone puts off an operation. Especially with a kid. Though with my BE-bias, I'd like to think Beshine is a bit more calculated and committed. Logically, if she hasn't reached her goal, then that also has to mean she's still filling. Right?

Meaning, if we also believe in the 'YES', that answers our question of whether she's still filling.

[osker]

^If I remember right from reading this thread previously, Beshine announced in Jan 2009 that she was having custom implants made.  In July, she had the surgery, however, the shells were left empty until November to allow adequate healing.  The amount of fills was never disclosed, but more or less guessed or assumed until Feb 2011 when she hit 10,000., after spending 2010 going from perhaps 4k to 8k.  I think she started her site in the spring of 2010 and she announced in Dec of that year that she would be going to NYC for the Score shoot.


Similar to what I was saying to Miggie yesterday, 15 years ago, her breasts were far from the two enormous round globes they are today.  Even in 2010, her massive implants were so under-filled that they had a irregular shape that Beshine herself said was disappointing.  It has taken her a long time and a lot of fills to safely attain the size and shape she wanted, and yet it has only been in the past few years that we can really see her implants finally dictating their shape, which would indicate they are getting close to being filled to the designed size.  This whole history is what has led me to believe that though her implants are expandable because they have a remote port under her arm, they are actually regular saline implants of massive size, but perhaps made of polyurethane rather than silicone.  Remember, she said they were not made by a silicone implant manufacturer (and polyurethane is more durable).

14 years ago

Pretty wild to think that implants this size were still well underfilled!

[Bombayduk]

Thanks for chiming in; I think you have a unique view to offer after having gone through the trouble to try to mimic the size/weight to actually experience what only a few of us actually try to imagine.  Everyday living becomes entirely different when, as Beshine has put it, she has to do everything in ways "not normal" to how a normal person would do them.  I know you can attest to that, and yet, there is so much more that you did not or were unable to try to do.

And I'm quite certain that you would agree, that on some level, if you are required to do household chores, there is a point where breast size and weight makes many prohibitive; I think Beshine passed that point years ago.  So I have to assume that beyond certain relatively simple tasks, the majority falls to someone else.  Though I believe she spends some time and effort into creating her OF content, which I have to believe she likes doing, I think she has more time to relax than anyone even moderately gainfully employed.

Personally, watching her videos and reactions to "adventures," I have to believe that she loves dealing with her "70" distractions."  As you say, there is no way that they can ever be truly absent from focus, and I would suggest that the way she looks at them with admiration, she would not want them to ever not be making their presence well known.  From what she has relayed in OF videos, there is something about the weight that she enjoys, so I have to think that lying down or moving and feeling the massive implants pressing or moving against her chest wall is immensely satisfying to her.  It is quite evident that she loves to have them high and encroaching upon chin level and her line of sight.  Many people take pride in many different things, so I don't find anything unusual in Beshine choosing enormous boobs and her implanted butt that looks incredibly fit.  I find it much more pleasing that oddly colored hair, excessive tattoos, and facial piercings.

I have talked to a couple girls who profess that they would love to have boobs so enormous that they would hinder their ability to do normal everyday tasks.  It is not dysmorphia when you have exceptionally large breasts already but with they were enormous, so huge that you would need help with common tasks.  And one sticking point would be money; when you have breasts the size of Beshine's, regular jobs are pretty much out of the question. 

The "filler" question harkens back to something she once posted about what her plan was after she filled her shells to the intended capacity.  I am assuming that this draining and filling with a "permanent filler" is still her plan, so beyond that, it is all hypothetical, however, she did say that the filler (obviously fluid) would congeal to become gel like in time.  One thing about Beshine is that she has always seemed to done her homework and planned well, though she seldom shares the details.

So, again, I have to assume that she is still slowly filling; over the past half dozen years, her implant shape has become more noticeable and her breasts certainly project from her chest wall more.  It only makes sense for her to stay according to plan, possibly enjoying a time when her boobs are noticeably lighter and possibly less prone to damage.

[Bombayduk]

^If I remember right from reading this thread previously, Beshine announced in Jan 2009 that she was having custom implants made.  In July, she had the surgery, however, the shells were left empty until November to allow adequate healing.  The amount of fills was never disclosed, but more or less guessed or assumed until Feb 2011 when she hit 10,000., after spending 2010 going from perhaps 4k to 8k.  I think she started her site in the spring of 2010 and she announced in Dec of that year that she would be going to NYC for the Score shoot.


Similar to what I was saying to Miggie yesterday, 15 years ago, her breasts were far from the two enormous round globes they are today.  Even in 2010, her massive implants were so under-filled that they had a irregular shape that Beshine herself said was disappointing.  It has taken her a long time and a lot of fills to safely attain the size and shape she wanted, and yet it has only been in the past few years that we can really see her implants finally dictating their shape, which would indicate they are getting close to being filled to the designed size.  This whole history is what has led me to believe that though her implants are expandable because they have a remote port under her arm, they are actually regular saline implants of massive size, but perhaps made of polyurethane rather than silicone.  Remember, she said they were not made by a silicone implant manufacturer (and polyurethane is more durable).

14 years ago

Pretty wild to think that implants this size were still well underfilled!

It is, isn't it?  But she has always maintained that their failure to attain the round shape she has desired from the start was because they were still under-filled.  Hard to imagine a girl choosing to spend a small fortune, essentially bribing a company to make her implants so enormous, after acknowledging that her initial goal was 3000 to 3500cc.  You have to wonder what inspired this degree of boobie greed and I have to wonder if it wasn't morphs that people posted.  She would occasionally thank the artist and ask about size, so it makes me wonder; did the BEA contribute to her boobie greed?