I'm back with another Beshine; Boob Impersonator, post.
For this round, I tried to mimic the breast expansion journey by starting "small" and continue expanding until I was at 80lbs total. Usually I stop at around 60lbs, but I wanted to try and get to Beshine's stated boob-weight, and see how it feels. As a bonus, I also logged each "fill-up" with 12 in total before reaching my goal boob weight. Attached are two pictures that show the beginning, middle, and end. This is also probably the biggest I've ever gone.
Let's first start with a stat + statement:
Stat -- 80 lbs of boob wound up being 15K cc of water + sodium polyacrylate (the water absorbent stuff you use to weigh down basketball hoops instead of sand).
Statement -- This gives me more confidence in Beshine's volume being 15k and less than 20k cc's. Either that, or her posted weight is lower. I don't think it can be both.
I'll also be the first to say that I fully agree it doesn't matter what size she is. Nothing about that number changes by Beshine fandom, and like everyone else, I hope she continues her journey. I just want to offer a concrete reference point to our speculation and (maybe) progress what is the most popular topic on this thread.
Little more on my process and approach.
-- My baseline starting CC (picture furthest on the left) is 2k CC's. A 50" bust and 10lb of total weight. I realize the filling is comparably lighter than breast tissue/saline.
-- Each fill was a 1.5k fill up per breast. Measured by time being filled at 30 seconds per. Increases started at about 20% growth per fill-up, then with diminishing returns got to about 8% per fill.
-- Ending stat: 15k/80 lbs, 70-71", 24" width, 17" depth. Breast start at armpit level and occupy my torso to just above hip level. Breast starting height is a bit lower than Beshine's, but in range I feel.
Some fun details:
-- Standing in a doorway at 70", I have about 2-3" clearance on either side. When my back is on that frame, I have about 9" clearance to the other side. When cradling my chest, there's over a foot of distance between my hands.
-- In my opinion, neither the big boob problems or weight registered to me until I was 4k at 20 lbs
-- At 6k, contact was made with my thighs when sitting. I could still interlace my fingers with some effort. At 8k they were fully resting on my thighs (a relief) and I lost the ability to interlace my fingers. At 11k I could just barely touch my two middle fingers together.
-- For the remaining 3 fill ups, I could feel the weight increase and just eventually felt like I was lumbering around. Everything is exponentially more difficult. If you'd like to look at examples of what I did, just check out my post history. I went through the same motions, but just more slowly out of necessity.
I don't have much in the way of new insights that I haven't already covered. Assuming her numbers are accurate, it's still really is hard to believe Beshine can manage this weight. Despite the iterations I've made to my rig to include 6XL sports bras, bungee cords and stretch-wear to keep everything in place while still providing ample movement...it's still just so much. Let's say that she can physically manage it, where I'm really lost is how she must mentally compartmentalize hauling this weight around to keep focus on the day to day.
She mentioned in a recent OF video that she's still frequently amazed at her dimensions, which I can literally feel. She's a walking contrast to everything normal around her. So much that I have to think she's some % of boob-distracted at all times. I get that this is a thrill for me, and that me being 80% distracted has to comparably much lower for her, but how much? It makes me wonder how often she trails off a bit thinking about her enormity only to snap back to the present moment.
Briefly back to some stats as I work to a close. By my modeling, for me to get to 20k CC's it would end up being about 100lb total or...a 20% weight increase. Maybe I'm a weakling, but I really struggle to see how anyone could do that for a day, let alone for years.
Either way, I do believe Beshine has been getting bigger. Now I can do it more with a feeling of sympathy than empathy.
Cheers!