I'm back with another Beshine; Boob Impersonator, post.
She mentioned in a recent OF video that she's still frequently amazed at her dimensions, which I can literally feel. She's a walking contrast to everything normal around her. So much that I have to think she's some % of boob-distracted at all times. I get that this is a thrill for me, and that me being 80% distracted has to comparably much lower for her, but how much? It makes me wonder how often she trails off a bit thinking about her enormity only to snap back to the present moment.
Briefly back to some stats as I work to a close. By my modeling, for me to get to 20k CC's it would end up being about 100lb total or...a 20% weight increase. Maybe I'm a weakling, but I really struggle to see how anyone could do that for a day, let alone for years.
Either way, I do believe Beshine has been getting bigger. Now I can do it more with a feeling of sympathy than empathy.
Cheers!
The distraction factor; even in her regular site videos, when she is not surrounded by people in a public setting, her tendency to frequently glance down at her boobs is something I have to assume that most people have noticed. You definitely see it in OF videos when she is not task oriented, which if you consider the effort expended to make her boobs sway or clap, should also be considered a task. Basically, when she is in a more relaxed situation, her eyes drift downward frequently, but when you think of how immensely proud of how enormous her boobs are, that should come as no surprise.
When you stop and think that Beshine has had 20 years of gradually getting used to her increasing breast weight and size, would that burden be any more difficult than a girl her size doubling, tripling, or even quadrupling her weight? The picture I am posting today is from a video shot perhaps a dozen years ago; while she had started talking about all her "huge boobie problems" back then and how excited she was to be experiencing them, I would say, based entirely on the objective movements we witness today in videos, that her boob weight has increased substantially. Yet, I think it would be a mistake to assume that she is not appreciative of the increased weight; while it would be perceived as a burden to most, it is more likely a welcomed feeling to her; she wants to feel how massive her boobs are.
In her most recent "Boobstalk" video, she dedicates the video to how the weight of her boobs feel. She has alluded to this subject many times in the past and how many times does she mention "heavy" in her daily picture comment? When we look back at the changes in her standing posture over the years, we see the way she gradually adjusted to the weight, yet while she still acknowledges how heavy they are, she also enjoys the feelings they create on her chest wall. I have made the connection in the past regarding a definite mental similarity between someone with boobie greed and someone the fat community classifies as a "feedee," a girl that, like boobie greed, loves the feeling of getting bigger and heavier, that she just does not want to stop, regardless of the burden. Where these feeling originate is unclear, but some profess to having had the feelings in early childhood, but regardless, it give credence to "the heart wants what the heart wants" saying, and likewise, regardless of the increased burden, happiness only increases. Beshine virtually always seems very happy.
And one more thing, I do love the natural look in this video; sans makeup; her blue eyes really shine.