Update for all my friends.
Dear BE lovers,
I have been meaning to share some personal moments with you and this past year has been a series of challenges I am proud to say I overcame thanks to my optimism and my refusal to give in to life's vicissitudes.
Let me give you a quick update on my website first, because I am so proud of my little republic of Sofialand and I had to work hard and against some serious challenges in order to follow through on the promise I made to you all when I decided to make a website inspired by your support, here at the BE Archive.
If it hadn't been for you there would be no Sofialand.
What a year since my first BE! New kid on the block, A to G? No more a new kid!
I must admit that people's reactions can be very surprising AND funny.
I was at the Mall and by the beach and we secretly filmed people and how they react to my unusual proportions. The footage I have is priceless.
Some of these candid camera moments will be up on my website, on video, starting next week. Don't worry, I will not edit out the shower scene...
Thank you to all my special friends here. I will say this again, you are so respectful, so encouraging and so positive it is my pleasure to share with you some of my creativity.
I would love to hear from you on my message board. I love posts!
The navigator will be showing on every page. For now it is at the bottom of the second page in the free part of the site so even if you're just visiting, stop by and say hello. We have a lot of fun stuff in the free area, a new video clip too. Once all the content is up I will begin updating the free part of the site regularely so that everyone can enjoy my website.
A great and most sincere "Thank you" to those who joined the member's area. It warms my heart.
I have yet another set of pictures "at the beach" and some very cool ones taken from the "bedroom perspective". Coming soon, probably Monday.
Also, WC POPE will be back on the scene. He was defending us and I am very proud of him! A big hello to WC. His art brings my website to the next level!
Some of you asked me if I ever danced. Some wanted to know if I work in any clubs. Nope. I only started showing my boobs here, on the BE Archive. ( They made me do it! Those BE boys and girls made me do it!)
I love to dance but I am not a dancer. I love to go and watch dancers, they look so sexy. But I never did that. Up until the BE Archive and Sofialand, the only place I ever showed my boobs was on the European beaches! This entire website experience has been incredibly liberating (my family thinks I look great, my mother loves my look!). If you would have told A-cup me that within a year I would have had five surgeries and my own boob website, I would have never believed it. Now I think of it as body art.
My website was designed for the BE Archive fans because YOU DESERVE IT. And you don't have to be a member to participate.
Please continue to email Cubeman with your contributions AND your suggestions.
The website is a constant GROWING environment. We will be publishing morphs and some short stories in the free part of the site, so that everyone may enjoy the art.
The website is up and running but we have a lot more material to put up so if you haven't seen your morphs or read your stories yet, you will very soon!
I am also working on a short story which will be done by tomorrow and up by Tuesday. Double H thinks it is some of my best work in the BE arena so far. I hope to have a library of breast related short stories in Sofialand. In this story, Gloria goes from being **101** into thinking she has enormous breasts- to actually wanting to get bigger and bigger and doing so..
Also, I approached my surgeon about the next step of my BE.
Since I started at A, there is only so much tissue available. My gradual growth has to be carefully executed (we had problems, read on...) and in order to get to the goal we set, which is somewhere around 2000 cc, it can take six months. He doesn't want to touch me yet... So I'm being a good girl. While I am being patient, I am enjoying my 1200 cc and I love them. As they drop, they look bigger... And so round. I am a 36G with a 23" waist and I'm 113/114lbs with the boobs. So from that perspective, I look out of proportion.
The most beautiful thing about my boobs is that they are "stretched from scratch" if you wish. And I must have wanted them very badly because getting here was not easy.
Before my boobs and before the BE Archive, I was very lean and into fitness but otherwise, I lived a fetish free life. Suddenly I found myself here, sharing my story.
As for my challenges, there were several but I was raised to overcome adversity first and talk about it when it's conquered and that is why I remained vague on certain subjects, such as the reason why I had five surgeries.
If you remember, I was initially working with one webmaster but one day he vanished. POUF.
I hope nothing bad happened to him. He was a friend of a dear friend...
I was very disappointed because a number of you were already looking forward to my website. I never got my pictures back.
As for all the good ideas I gave him, I must say I still got to use them with my new webmaster. But the delay set us back several months.
I also ran into several rare complications I am writing about in detail in my BE Chronicles. I was prepared to work around the surgeries, I already had enough material in my "bank" to start the website and jump back into modeling/production as soon as my stitches came out! It didn't work that way.
However, I remained dedicated. To some it may sound extreme but my BE compatriots know what I mean: five surgeries in one year is a lot but I wanted my boobs. I really wanted them.
Among the things that hurt: I suffered an infection. I felt something swell in the area where the valves of my expanders were located. What a nightmare. My implants were too big for my body to fight the infection.
Thank God we reacted quickly - and thank you Melonie for your call and your support at that time!
When I got new implants and was ready to share my wisdom>>> BOUM>>> I had a leak in one of the valves, in the same boob as the one which got the infection.
Instead of giving up on the website and on my BE - I was loosing both!- I believed in myself and here we are today.
I hope my experience will not only entertain but also inform. It's a long story and now that I am out of the woods I can finally open up. And you will be laughing with me when you find out how I hid my surgeries from the haters at work and how my humor helped me overcome distress.
I asked those of you who knew about my pain to remain discreet on the subject of my multiple surgeries at a time when I needed to suffer in silence. I didn't want to focus on that and I thank you for allowing me to share in my own time.
Your loyalty is a true gift.
So all is well!
I am very proud of my website!
I hope you all have a great week-end. The modeling agency I work with - Lipstick - is throwing a party at Level in South Beach, this Saturday 05/03 starting at 10:00 PM. I will be there along with a number of beautiful girls with implants (OK, most of them are not as big as I am but still, beautiful models, Miami, the scene...) so if any of you are in the area, stop by!
Love,
Sofia
www.Sofialand.net"we are a small yet powerful republic and we have the bombs".
