I plan on making later a post in detail of what happened to me.
I have a lot of memory loss and images of SaRenna make me smile and sad (I have tears at the moment) at the same time. I know like many others chatted with her on Twitter. I use to email her often. What I remember jokes and images of anteaters doing a pose. She offer in the 2010’s for me to visit and go with her to the Dali museum but my job wouldn’t let me use vacation time.
I have mysterious emails and note to myself from another site that shows I had another amnesia in 2018 and I have an email to her near that time. I’m apologizing for something that based on my personality is from fawning which I’m assuming I did something wrong. I had full amnesia in 2008. I remember she was helping me after.
I wish I understood what happened. Did she cut off others including Casey and I don’t want to say his name after marriage.
I accepted I will never get to be friends with her again. I just wish I knew if I ever upset her. I’m disabled now and miss making edits (Not BE) to make her smile. Also the sharing anteater videos and pics. I hope those with wasn’t a false memory.
The attachment is my favorite pro image of her. I never got to tell her any of the improvements I made with my cPTSD and sexuality. This image is very ironic because it came out the month and year I turned 18. I fantasize of the what if. Not the dating part or sexual but if we became friends then and I wasn’t alone.
(I’m assuming this post is a jumbled mess . Language is getting harder for me as I get older. )
Sarenna Lee was very intelligent, at least she was with me when I first saw her in person and she loved museum. she majored in arts, so no surprise there. She had a annoying Russian guy that kept hijacking her material and passing himself as her, and because he was using a Russian server, he was almost impossible to cutoff, so that hurt her professionally. She partner with Casey for awhile with Sarcass production, I think it was called, but she end up getting married and move out of the country for political reason. Her porn star friend got in trouble with Florida laws, and she saw that as a warning to get out. Even tho she is not a liberal, but maybe down in the middle. But the govt was turning more into a religious sect, and she sought for a safer country. She said if Trump got elected she would leave the country. Now I haven't heard from her either and I assume she wanted a new life, so I have not contacted her either. I did get her number, but I haven't reach out. I too had a lot going on and had to have a kidney operation when it shut down, and have a tumor removed. That woman was all heart and loved her fans and never saw her career like something she had to do to get money. She one of the few that enjoyed interaction with her fans. I just think she was now more focus in raising her family and starting over new. She did recognize you as one of her best fans. I hope you are recovering well, and know that she talk fondly of you and care!